truehappiness
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- Mar 3, 2026
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Part 1 - Life story
As mentioned in my previous post. This ever present sadness never did disappear.
I am still not fully sane in mind to make the final decision, but I want to plan nonetheless so that when I become sane I can do it quickly.
Now my question is the one that everyone has probably asked. What is the most painless and quickest method to go in Germany?
I have researched this topic for a lot now.
And that is currently where I stand really.
All of them sound pretty bad and nothing sounds really like the perfect way to go.
How about you guys? People of Germany here, what are your ideas or ways?
May we all reach true happiness soon. ^^
As mentioned in my previous post. This ever present sadness never did disappear.
I am still not fully sane in mind to make the final decision, but I want to plan nonetheless so that when I become sane I can do it quickly.
Now my question is the one that everyone has probably asked. What is the most painless and quickest method to go in Germany?
I have researched this topic for a lot now.
- As for my first attempt to CTB. CO could be an option, yet again! Getting one of those 10 bucks one time use barbeque sets that you can just light and then put in your car when the flames dissipate
- SN. Insanely hard to get anywhere in Germany. Seems to be strictly sanctioned. You can only buy those trash 0.5% products on Amazon. I saw a bit about a DSL or DMC Site? But then I also saw that people play "catch me" with that website... I am way too tired and weary to play that stupid game now. I don't even have the necessary permissions to use the search function here...
- Gun. My foster father has a weapon's license. One of the few that actually did one in Germany. So he has guns and rifles at home. I could try to sweettalk him into letting me borrow one, although I admit the chance for this is very slim to none. He is not all to bright so I could also just try to set up cameras in the room or put a fingerprint catcher on the safe. Still seems like too much trouble to be worth it I have to admit. Literally the only time where I am sad that I don't live in the US. This could have been the quickest exit.-
- Hanging. This seems like a method that has way too many drawbacks. If you do it wrong there is a lot of suffering involved
- Throwing myself in front of a train/car. From all the methods this is one of them... Definitely not my preferred choice considering that it involves traumatizing others without any reason. I would still like to keep some dignity in death
- Going the legal way. Yup, we in Germany are actually since 2020 allowed to ask for assisted sc. In the sense that a med will be provided which you yourself have to take. Now I also am not completely stupid, though... Germany is incredibly ageistic in every single regard. Back when I was 24 I had to fight and threaten doctors that I will off myself if I don't get the vasectomy I have wished for, for years. Germany loves to claim that they care about the rights of the individual, but as soon as that right does not align with economic interest anymore your rights are void and nil. Who else can serve as a wage slave? So yeah this is probably the "method" with the least amount of success
And that is currently where I stand really.
All of them sound pretty bad and nothing sounds really like the perfect way to go.
How about you guys? People of Germany here, what are your ideas or ways?
May we all reach true happiness soon. ^^
