My day and night are switched.

[allmyfault]

I go to bed in the morning and wake up around 4 p.m. It's a completely terrifying lifestyle. I'm trying to normalize it now because being awake at night always comes with some heavy depression for me. The problem is, I have nothing to do during the day. I didn't go to college and I'm unemployed. I never saw myself turning out like this when I was a teenager. I was pretty smart and my grades were good. I just can't understand why my parents tried to stop me from going to college.
What's the point of the past? In the end, this is how things turned out. I just wanna end it all.

I kinda went off track. Anyway, do you guys manage to keep a healthy routine? I see so many people living their lives just fine, working or studying. Just thought I'd post to see if there's anyone like me.

 

[Halfhourdays]

I, too, am unemployed with nothing to do. I'm like you: I sleep all day and don't do much.

 

[Lo$t95]

I go to bed in the morning and wake up around 4 p.m. It's a completely terrifying lifestyle. I'm trying to normalize it now because being awake at night always comes with some heavy depression for me. The problem is, I have nothing to do during the day. I didn't go to college and I'm unemployed. I never saw myself turning out like this when I was a teenager. I was pretty smart and my grades were good. I just can't understand why my parents tried to stop me from going to college.
What's the point of the past? In the end, this is how things turned out. I just wanna end it all.

I kinda went off track. Anyway, do you guys manage to keep a healthy routine? I see so many people living their lives just fine, working or studying. Just thought I'd post to see if there's anyone like me.

Worked nightshifts for years (my choice I prefer quiet and find darkness calming).

Never really recovered a healthy routine afterwards. I can function being out of sync with the rest of the world just fine. Not missing much - avoid crowds / traffic etc

Plus nighttime is a vibe with music. Helps relax the mind in my experience.

 

[allmyfault]

I, too, am unemployed with nothing to do. I'm like you: I sleep all day and don't do much.

Glad to know there's someone like me. What do you do while you're awake? For me, it's endless scrolling on Twitter... refreshing or just watching YouTube Shorts non-stop. I know, it's a pretty messed up life…

 

[spypilot896]

I work in graphic design , I have to sleep when I can
I work on my own hours but also am still in college , I'm lucky to have this job before I even have my degree , they were impressed with my past work so they hired me , when I'm not in school I have to do work so the max amount of sleep I ever get is 5-6 hours
at least the pay is good and I can live

 

[Lo$t95]

Glad to know there's someone like me. What do you do while you're awake? For me, it's endless scrolling on Twitter... refreshing or just watching YouTube Shorts non-stop. I know, it's a pretty messed up life…

we have all been there. Tiktok brain-rot is real though best to try cut down if you can.

 

[allmyfault]

we have all been there. Tiktok brain-rot is real though best to try cut down if you can.

You're right. My brain is literally rotting away. It's probably better to replace it with something productive. Thanks for the advice.

 

[Halfhourdays]

Glad to know there's someone like me. What do you do while you're awake? For me, it's endless scrolling on Twitter... refreshing or just watching YouTube Shorts non-stop. I know, it's a pretty messed up life…

Free movies on YouTube, and yeah, Twitter. Sometimes I read a Batman comic.

I'm really just killing time while I wait for SN to arrive.

 

[allmyfault]

I work in graphic design , I have to sleep when I can
I work on my own hours but also am still in college , I'm lucky to have this job before I even have my degree , they were impressed with my past work so they hired me , when I'm not in school I have to do work so the max amount of sleep I ever get is 5-6 hours
at least the pay is good and I can live

I have no words. You're really admirable. Balancing work and studies isn't an easy thing. You're truly an adult. I hope everything you do goes well.

 

[spypilot896]

I have no words. You're really admirable. Balancing work and studies isn't an easy thing. You're truly an adult. I hope everything you do goes well.

thanks , its all so jumbled sometimes , thanks
as long as I can afford gas and smirnoff I'll be happy (most of the time)