My dad and i are the only alcoholics left in our family

[worldexploder]

my dad has been drinking since he was about 15. Still going at it at age 56.

On my biomoms side - my grandma quit the sauce when she was 50. She was a school teacher before it was discovered that she was hiding whiskey in her desk. She is now in her late 70s I believe and working at a daycare center in North Carolina.

Her sister drank herself to death at age 39. Her daughter drank herself to death at age 35.

My grandfather on my biomoms side is still kicking. Never saw him since I was 10. He drank from his teens until he was around 60. Now he's sober.

My dads side - well he's still a drunk. His grandparents on his moms side were moonshiners and drank heavily from the 1910s until they joined the Mormon church in the 1940s. Both lived to be in their 90s.

What a legacy.

 

[bigj75]

What's your choice of alcohol?

 

[worldexploder]

What's your choice of alcohol?

My "choice" is whiskey and vodka just like the rest of em. When I first got back home from my divorce, me and my dad would drink whisky and vodka for up to 3 days at a time. I'd get passout drunk, wake up, then start drinking again. We would raise hell. We had people coming over and overdosing on heroin and shit. My dad and I never used. This one time we had this woman come over. She was rolling around on the floor and my dad and I had to prop her up and give her some water. Meanwhile we were both falling down all over ourselves.

This is why I haven't seen my dad since 2015. I know if I go down there I'd take to the harder stuff like a fish takes to water. I now drink only beer because it's the healthier alternative. I know it sounds silly since I want to CTB. I just don't want to die of liver cirrhosis. About twice a year I'll get me a bottle of vodka. Usually around the holidays.

Beer is good but it kinda sucks because I have to drink a lot of it to feel the buzz that I use to.

 

[bigj75]

My "choice" is whiskey and vodka just like the rest of em. When I first got back home from my divorce, me and my dad would drink whisky and vodka for up to 3 days at a time. We would raise hell. We had people coming over and overdosing on heroin and shit. My dad and I never used. This one time we had this woman come over. She was rolling around on the floor and my dad and I had to prop her up and give her some water. Meanwhile we were both falling down all over ourselves.

This is why I haven't seen my dad since 2015. I know if I go down there I'd take to the harder stuff like a fish takes to water. I now drink only beer because it's the healthier alternative. I know it sounds silly since I want to CTB. I just don't want to die of liver cirrhosis. About twice a year I'll get me a bottle of vodka. Usually around the holidays.

Beer is good but it kinda sucks because I have to drink a lot of it to feel the buzz that I use to.

wow

I'm an alcoholic myself but I'm a lightweight so I can get pretty drunk off of beer. I'm a big fan of mixed drinks (margarita & long island). I didn't start drinking till last year. A coworker of mine took me out to drink for the first time and it was love.

I don't want to die of liver cirrhosis either. I haven't drank in 2 months but when I ctb I'm going to go all out drinking.

 

[worldexploder]

wow

I'm an alcoholic myself but I'm a lightweight so I can get pretty drunk off of beer. I'm a big fan of mixed drinks (margarita & long island). I didn't start drinking till last year. A coworker of mine took me out to drink for the first time and it was love.

I don't want to die of liver cirrhosis either. I haven't drank in 2 months but when I ctb I'm going to go all out drinking.

I first touched the stuff in Oct 2008. I was 24. Just couldn't take the pain. From the start I never could stop at one or two. It always had to be until I finished the last drop. In fact, I don't even understand how people could just have a "couple" beers and be content. Alcoholism is genetic I guess,

Yeah it was pretty insane partying with my dad. After my grandma passed he got the house. Then went hog wild. I never slept with anyone who came over btw....nether did he. Even if I wanted too I would have had whisky dick. The most I got was a peck on the lips from my dads friend who he eventually kicked out.

Oh man this one time he got on a new blood pressure medication. Forgot what's its called but he went ape shit on it one night mixing it with whiskey. I was at his house asleep...then I woke up to banging noises. Turns out, my dad was outside In his underwear with a hatchet trying to break the door down wanting to kill that woman he kicked out. The paramedics were called by his neighbors. He may have been on some other shit but that was wild! I was still drunk on whisky trying to explain what I saw to the paramedics. My dad seemed to have "snapped" out of it by then.

Now he takes propranolol just like me. You can drink on that shit.

 

[worldexploder]

I first touched the stuff in Oct 2008. I was 24. Just couldn't take the pain. From the start I never could stop at one or two. It always had to be until I finished the last drop. In fact, I don't even understand how people could just have a "couple" beers and be content. Alcoholism is genetic I guess,

Yeah it was pretty insane partying with my dad. After my grandma passed he got the house. Then went hog wild. I never slept with anyone who came over btw....nether did he. Even if I wanted too I would have had whisky dick. The most I got was a peck on the lips from my dads friend who he eventually kicked out.

Oh man this one time he got on a new blood pressure medication. Forgot what's its called but he went ape shit on it one night mixing it with whiskey. I was at his house asleep...then I woke up to banging noises. Turns out, my dad was outside In his underwear with a hatchet trying to break the door down wanting to kill that woman he kicked out. The paramedics were called by his neighbors. He may have been on some other shit but that was wild! I was still drunk on whisky trying to explain what I saw to the paramedics. My dad seemed to have "snapped" out of it by then.

Now he takes propranolol just like me. You can drink on that shit.

Y'all ever watched the Squidbillies? Yeah my dad reminds me of Early Cuyler.

 

[bigj75]

I first touched the stuff in Oct 2008. I was 24. Just couldn't take the pain. From the start I never could stop at one or two. It always had to be until I finished the last drop. In fact, I don't even understand how people could just have a "couple" beers and be content. Alcoholism is genetic I guess,

Yeah it was pretty insane partying with my dad. After my grandma passed he got the house. Then went hog wild. I never slept with anyone who came over btw....nether did he. Even if I wanted too I would have had whisky dick. The most I got was a peck on the lips from my dads friend who he eventually kicked out.

Oh man this one time he got on a new blood pressure medication. Forgot what's its called but he went ape shit on it one night mixing it with whiskey. I was at his house asleep...then I woke up to banging noises. Turns out, my dad was outside In his underwear with a hatchet trying to break the door down wanting to kill that woman he kicked out. The paramedics were called by his neighbors. He may have been on some other shit but that was wild! I was still drunk on whisky trying to explain what I saw to the paramedics. My dad seemed to have "snapped" out of it by then.

Now he takes propranolol just like me. You can drink on that shit.

I used to get uber all the time when I was drunk. I was so shit faced once that i was coming out of a 7/11 and thought the car infront was my uber. I tried opening the door telling him to let me in. He got out of the car, went to his trunk and pulled a gun out on me. I then noticed my uber was next to the gas pumps watching the whole thing. I started walking to him telling the guy with the gun it was an accident. I couldn't believe the driver stayed and waited for me after seeing the gun.

 

[worldexploder]

I used to get uber all the time when I was drunk. I was so shit faced once that i was coming out of a 7/11 and thought the car infront was my uber. I tried opening the door telling him to let me in. He got out of the car, went to his trunk and pulled a gun out on me. I then noticed my uber was next to the gas pumps watching the whole thing. I started walking to him telling the guy with the gun it was an accident. I couldn't believe the driver stayed and waited for me after seeing the gun.

God damn bro! Glad you didn't get shot (unless you wanted too). I been so shitfaced I blacked out for 6 hours on Vodka then came too eating homemade McMuffins in my underwear on the kitchen floor without giving any fucks. I was on vodka and that was 2 years ago. Did it all without chasers.

I don't black out anymore on the rare occasions that I do drink the stuff. I drink a glass about once every hour or two when I do. Sometimes it's hard to gauge how much you're actually drinking when you're use to beer.

With beer I gotta chug it just to feel a buzz. I miss the ole days when I could get drunk off a 12 pack of bud light. I bought 9 tallboys of alcohol this morning. 3 Budweiser Climatos and 6 Natty Daddy's. Sometimes it feels like a pain to get a good buzz because I gotta fight stomach bloat and shit. If I drank this amount this fast in 2014 I think it would have killed me. Now I can walk in a straight line and I only drank half of what I got so far. Tolerance sucks.

 

[bigj75]

God damn bro! Glad you didn't get shot (unless you wanted too). I been so shitfaced I blacked out for 6 hours on Vodka then came too eating homemade McMuffins in my underwear on the kitchen floor without giving any fucks. I was on vodka and that was 2 years ago. Did it all without chasers.

I don't black out anymore on the rare occasions that I do drink the stuff. I drink a glass about once every hour or two when I do. Sometimes it's hard to gauge how much you're actually drinking when you're use to beer.

With beer I gotta chug it just to feel a buzz. I miss the ole days when I could get drunk off a 12 pack of bud light. I bought 9 tallboys of alcohol this morning. 3 Budweiser Climatos and 6 Natty Daddy's. Sometimes it feels like a pain to get a good buzz because I gotta fight stomach bloat and shit. If I drank this amount this fast in 2014 I think it would have killed me. Now I can walk in a straight line and I only drank half of what I got so far. Tolerance sucks.

For beer it takes 3 for me to feel a good ass buzz. My beer of choice is shiner Bock and michelob ultra. Never had Budweiser or Natty daddy. I used to drink on the job all the time with beer or the small bottles of liquor. I would hide them in my lunch bag and work locker.

Things I've learned about drinking

• Eat before or after
• Don't mess with really cheap stuff ( I've fucked myself up before drinking the cheap shit)

But yae being shot by a stranger isn't the way I want to ctb

 

[worldexploder]

Remember that dude I was telling y'all about who came here this summer? A friend I met online who stole my Xanax and flipped out on my aunt? The one I do t talk to anymore because he ended up being a dick?

He's a former heroin addict. The last time he was here he gave me a quarter of his seboxin. I had to rub it under my tounge. After like 20 minutes HOLY SHIT! Best fucking filling in the world. I was just zoned out. He kept asking me how I was feeling and I just nodded my head and gave him the thumbs up. THAT was the best high I have ever had. It felt like a clean high. Felt like my entire body was being messaged from the inside and out.

Didn't last for very long. Maybe about 2 hours. Then I got dry mouth like you wouldn't believe. I couldn't even swallow. When I drank water it was like my mouth got dry again within minutes.

I started talking to the dude off IGN message forums. He came down here 3 times just as friends. That last time tore it. He got too comfortable and started snowing his true colors. He still wants to come back here again. Hell no!

All he did was whine and shit hoping I'd give him Xanax. He said he wanted to get away from his mother. Well the fucker did and all he did was stew.

 

[worldexploder]

For beer it takes 3 for me to feel a good ass buzz. My beer of choice is shiner Bock and michelob ultra. Never had Budweiser or Natty daddy. I used to drink on the job all the time with beer or the small bottles of liquor. I would hide them in my lunch bag and work locker.

Things I've learned about drinking

• Eat before or after
• Don't mess with really cheap stuff ( I've fucked myself up before drinking the cheap shit)

But yae being shot by a stranger isn't the way I want to ctb

Great advice. If I eat before I drink it will take twice as much to get me buzzed. I always eat on an empty stomach. I hate the taste of Natty Daddy's but I only drink it due to the high alcohol content. I always have mints in my mouth when I do. I do however eat a lot after I'm done. It's a must to keep from getting hangovers.

 

[worldexploder]

I tried pot 3 times sober. Once when I was 15, then again when I was 16, than when I was 22. All 3 times it made me anxious. As soon as I inhaled my heart started racing and I got cotton mouth. About gave me a panic attack.

Then when I was blitzed out of my mind from drinking with my dad, he gave me some. Smoked pot with him 3 times in 2015. Ether he found some good shit or the pot worked with my alcohol. I just remember feeling so good smoking that shit. We smoked it out of an empty 25oz can.

 

[bigj75]

I tried pot 3 times sober. Once when I was 15, then again when I was 16, than when I was 22. All 3 times it made me anxious. As soon as I inhaled my heart started racing and I got cotton mouth. About gave me a panic attack.

Then when I was blitzed out of my mind from drinking with my dad, he gave me some. Smoked pot with him 3 times in 2015. Ether he found some good shit or the pot worked with my alcohol. I just remember feeling so good smoking that shit. We smoked it out of an empty 25oz can.

 

[bigj75]

I can't seem to get high no matter what i do.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

My "choice" is whiskey and vodka just like the rest of em. When I first got back home from my divorce, me and my dad would drink whisky and vodka for up to 3 days at a time. I'd get passout drunk, wake up, then start drinking again. We would raise hell. We had people coming over and overdosing on heroin and shit. My dad and I never used. This one time we had this woman come over. She was rolling around on the floor and my dad and I had to prop her up and give her some water. Meanwhile we were both falling down all over ourselves.

This is why I haven't seen my dad since 2015. I know if I go down there I'd take to the harder stuff like a fish takes to water. I now drink only beer because it's the healthier alternative. I know it sounds silly since I want to CTB. I just don't want to die of liver cirrhosis. About twice a year I'll get me a bottle of vodka. Usually around the holidays.

Beer is good but it kinda sucks because I have to drink a lot of it to feel the buzz that I use to.

Damn now I almost feel bad for posting that thread I just made.

 

[Final Escape]

Damn alcoholics lol! Just kidding!

 

[bigj75]

Damn alcoholics lol! Just kidding!

But forreal I've had my stories. Lol

I haven't drank for 2 months though and i think I've learned my limit well.