Venting My current life in a nutshell

[Reflection]

All the people I used to call friends but one turned out to be snakes who backstabbed me with no second thought, and although I am supposed to be "on good terms" with my ex girlfriend she barely cares about me to even talk casually...
I used to be happier when I was alone, my biggest problems in life only came from getting a social life, especially that "failed" fucking romantic relationship.

 

[Namelesa]

I am feel that. My life was getting better after i escaped from school and was in denial about wanting friends but I got worse when I had my first relationship and my first real friend in college who broke up with me after 2 months. Now I mostly feel empty without a partner but I am too scared of abandonment.

 

[arandomname]

I am feel that. My life was getting better after i escaped from school and was in denial about wanting friends but I got worse when I had my first relationship and my first real friend in college who broke up with me after 2 months. Now I mostly feel empty without a partner but I am too scared of abandonment.

I get the fear of abandonment. Just want one person who I can trust won't eventually leave