My CTB this week (SN)

[Moby]

I'm planning to CTB this week most likely.

Would like to run this by you all and get feedback/adjustments before I go through with anything. Thinking I may document my experience on the day and feel less alone with you all here.

On the day:

-fasting all day

- Book into hotel in the afternoon

-in the eve take gravol
(my only option for AE, also taking about 150mg of seroquel per day)

-set up signs on the bedroom door warning of the body inside: "do not enter unless emergency services" etc.

-take a couple propanolol pills and one ativan

-prepare 2 cups of 25grams SN in 100ml of water.

-take two more ativan, one zopiclone, mirtazapine and a bunch of melatonin.

- Swallow 20 premade SN capsules (extra insurance? Or overkill?)

-crawl into bed with cup of sn in hand, and the other one on the bedside table. And a bucket in case i puke as well

Swallow the glass of SN and try to doze off.


If i vomit then i drink the other glass too.


Anyways thats my plan. Any input or feedback would be greatly appreciated.

Love you all ❤

 

[InTheAirTonight]

Melatonin seems unnecessary. And not so sure about mixing those sleeping pills like that.

But your plan seems solid.

Good luck!

 

[Lutembëe]

I agree, I don't think melatonin is useful.
Good luck to you !

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Putting a sign on the bedroom door -- will it be a suite with a separate, enclosed bedroom?

 

[Moby]

Putting a sign on the bedroom door -- will it be a suite with a separate, enclosed bedroom?

Yeah