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Defenestration

Defenestration

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Try ctb 8 or 9 or 10 january

My sn comes from Portugal I could not test it, but people have died with it. It is noted in the official composition 99/100

*1 day before:

-Meto 10 mg morning 8am morning medication: 150 mg sertraline + 400 mg carbamazepine + 10 mg valium
-Meto 10 mg at 4pm
-Meto 10 mg night 24 hours: medication 50 mg sertraline + 10 mg valium
normally I take 600 mg of quetiapine but I saw that there was a major interaction so I do not take it... other medications have a moderate interaction I take them.

*D-Day:

-Meto 10 mg morning 8 am morning medication 150 mg sertraline + 400 mg carbamazepine + 10 mg diazepam
I finished eating around 1:15 pm (last family lunch, I'll try not to eat too much).
-Meto 10 mg 4 pm

I drink very little water at noon.

Do not eat or drink between 1:15 pm and 11:15 pm...about 10 am.

I do not drink water from lunch until 11:15 pm
No medication in the evening.

-23:15 Meto 3*10 mg

-23:45 3*10 mg of diazepam that I take with a little water...I have a resistance to diazepam that I have been taking for 2, 3 years every day 10 mg morning and 10 mg evening....

I need very little water to swallow the pills...I would need more water to crush them unnecessarily and I would lose product I prefer to swallow them.

-Preparation of 3 glasses between 23:45 and 24:00 (midnight)
-sn 25 g (weighed on scales) then mixed in 50 ml of water... water measured with a pitcher. if it is not high enough I add 20 ml.
I would have prepared 3 drinks...

24h (midnight) drink the 1st glass +
200 mg of propranolol with a little water (5 tablets of 40 mg) I swallow with a little water.

-Mouthwash to get rid of the taste afterwards

-I lie down.

-If I vomit I drink the 2nd glass again and if I lie down, I drink the 3rd.

No need for antacid. I read what Nitzschke said.

I have propranolol that has expired for a year and a half but according to some doctors it could still be good. I plan to take maybe 200 mg... it's not enough but it's better than nothing and naive to the product and it's not propranolol that kills

Are you okay?

I read Stan and Vizzy 😉

A big thank you

IS ok?
 
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It sounds like you have it all planned out. I wish you a safe and painless trip. Love you. :heart:
 
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Maybe sn or jumping 60 m hard i dont know
 
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Have a good trip. A big hug. We will miss you.🥺❤️💟🌺
 
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24h (midnight) drink the 1st glass +
200 mg of propranolol with a little water (5 tablets of 40 mg) I swallow with a little water.
Sorry, but Isn't it better to take propranolol minutes before drinking SN? If you vomit, do you think it will still reduce the tachycardia?! It won't have any effect, right?
 
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Sorry, but Isn't it better to take propranolol minutes before drinking SN? If you vomit, do you think it will still reduce the tachycardia?! It won't have any effect, right?
I dont know sorry...
 
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Oct 17, 2024
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Looks like a good plan, peace be the journey.....
 
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Feb 24, 2024
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Thats more thought out than my SN plan of fasting 12 hours and taking propanolol 2 hours before and taking the sn so I hope it works out for you!
 
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I have heard mental meds don't work as they counteract the affects 😭😭😭, but you planning to take them during the day to evening to night is such a good idea all while eating little. I solute you!! And hope your ctb works out very well, especially as I am taking mental meds with some great otc items (may need to reduce and try them first to see the affects like you did) so pls make it out :>

This was a great read!! Enjoy 😊
 
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I have heard mental meds don't work as they counteract the affects 😭😭😭, but you planning to take them during the day to evening to night is such a good idea all while eating little. I solute you!! And hope your ctb works out very well, especially as I am taking mental meds with some great otc items (may need to reduce and try them first to see the affects like you did) so pls make it out :>

This was a great read!! Enjoy 😊
what type of medication???😭
I am sick (rumbling stomach, nausea) I slept all afternoon and I don't have the strength to do what I had planned to do to prepare my ctb properly. it will be postponed again...

because then my party, after my father's birthday, after work at home on my bathroom, after my sister's birthday.

and on top of that I finally received an email saying that my second order of sn was shipped (since December 26) and I want to be there to get a second package...

in short with me these times the postponed either the SI or other things...
 
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what type of medication???😭
I am sick (rumbling stomach, nausea) I slept all afternoon and I don't have the strength to do what I had planned to do to prepare my ctb properly. it will be postponed again...

because then my party, after my father's birthday, after work at home on my bathroom, after my sister's birthday.

and on top of that I finally received an email saying that my second order of sn was shipped (since December 26) and I want to be there to get a second package...

in short with me these times the postponed either the SI or other things...
Hydroxyzine
Diazepam
Doxepin
Escitalopram
Buspirone,
Benadryl
Seroquel
Domperidone, or Compazine (to stop vomiting) 20), Gabapentin or Tramadol (or Pregabalin, Tricyclic antidepressants (this related to gastrointestinal problems you can still acquire)

And noooo!!

You deserve better, defenestration!!

I hope you get second package and your first package comes soon, because what?!?!

Know that we will support you 🥺🫂💕
 
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i mean does taking quetiapine or diazepam not affect the chances of dying from sn...?

perhaps ctb 16 or 17 january...or After in february
 
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Deleted i cant...i dont know when ctb...
 
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Perhaps friday 18 in night...0h 10...

IS it m'y plan ok?
 
opheliaoveragain

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your plan in the first post sounds solid. sn is more sure than jumping in my opinion.
i mean does taking quetiapine or diazepam not affect the chances of dying from sn...?

perhaps ctb 16 or 17 january...or After in february
to answer this, only sn is needed for success. everything else is to ease side affects.
 
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Thanks
 
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Other advices?
 
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some questions:

- I heard that metal should not touch the sn? and if there is no plastic cutlery, you can mix with the end of a fork (non-metal tip) or a pen... or not enough to mix well about

- how long does it take for the sn to dissolve in water? the time to prepare 3 glasses (weigh, mix) it takes time and if you hesitate to take the sn... the first glass will be prepared and in the air for 30 minutes... after will it still be valid? or start with the 3rd/last glass prepared then the 2nd after vomiting...

- when you vomit is it better to hold back from vomiting everything and take a 2nd glass or wait until you have vomited everything?

-also afraid of difficulty breathing and tachycardia? in addition benzons can accentuate respiratory distress. how crushing the tablets is more effective than swallowing them with water if you take them well in advance...
It's crazy we're here thinking about the smallest details after reading long tutorials while there are 12 year old children who hang themselves in 10 minutes in their room while their parents are next door.
 
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I need very little water to swallow the pills...I would need more water to crush them unnecessarily and I would lose product I prefer to swallow them.
The point of crushing them is to make them take effect much faster. If you take them whole only a few min before SN then they will have not had enough time to even begin to work.
 
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The point of crushing them is to make them take effect much faster. If you take them whole only a few min before SN then they will have not had enough time to even begin to work.
can we prepare them 30 minutes before? does it work quickly? I take one in the morning of 10 and one in the evening of 10. it does nothing to me at all... how much should I take 30 mg? I don't want to be KO to prepare my glasses of sn after...and with propanolol?
 
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Up other advices
 
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Propranolol may be contraindicated because it may slow down the SN's spreading through the blood
 
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Always ok???
 
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