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prettyclam

prettyclam

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Nov 29, 2024
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Idk if this is allowed, but the dress I'm going to wear when I ctb came in the mail today!! Its so pretty omg. Tomorrow I'm buying SN too. I'm finally entering the final stretch of things which feels like a relief but at the same time I'm a little sad…but I hope this attempt works unlike the last.
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(Edit): Forgot to explain but yeah I got this dress in advance so I already have it by the time my SN arrives. Last time it took about 2 weeks so hopefully this time it's the same when I order it tomorrow. When I get it I'll probably take it the first opportunity I get alone.
 
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Carrot

Carrot

Experienced
Feb 25, 2025
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This makes me sad, probably the 2nd most sad post I've seen here, but in a different kind of way.

Maybe because this makes it much easier to see that there is another person out there, existing, with their own struggles and favourite food. I always ry to see another person out there, but a post like this makes it a lot easier.

So, what's your favourite food?
 
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guapogato

guapogato

drowning
Mar 27, 2025
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this is BEAUTIFUL I never imagined someone choosing a special outfit for the occasion!! congratulations, it is sad but I know things like these are victories and it probably brings a lot of joy to have something this cute too
 
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prettyclam

prettyclam

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This makes me sad, probably the 2nd most sad post I've seen here, but in a different kind of way.

Maybe because this makes it much easier to see that there is another person out there, existing, with their own struggles and favourite food. I always ry to see another person out there, but a post like this makes it a lot easier.

So, what's your favourite food?
yeah scrolling through here reminds me just how many people are like me. It feels a little less lonely but at the same time really sad. & my favourite food is (unsurprisingly) clams
this is BEAUTIFUL I never imagined someone choosing a special outfit for the occasion!! congratulations, it is sad but I know things like these are victories and it probably brings a lot of joy to have something this cute too
RIGHT I feel like a princess in this teehee. It's a weird victory but its the happiest I've been since last time I bought SN
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

૮ • ﻌ - ა
Apr 21, 2025
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super cute aaghhhh!!! where did you get it from??!?

not to make light of your situation or anything. i just think the dress is really cute. i know that for me i'll dress really shabbily because i honestly don't care at all for my appearance anymore. will you be wearing a petticoat underneath the skirt?
 
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prettyclam

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super cute aaghhhh!!! where did you get it from??!?

not to make light of your situation or anything. i just think the dress is really cute. i know that for me i'll dress really shabbily because i honestly don't care at all for my appearance anymore. will you be wearing a petticoat underneath the skirt?
It's from 42lolita! I don't care about looks either (not anymore) but I wanna be cute on the special day. & Yes I'll be wearing a petticoat although the skirt itself already has lots of poofy layers so you can get away with not wearing one
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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I love it. that first reply got me emotional honestly, about how we're all real people out here, and if you've been here long enough, some things can blend together or stick out in memory. this is one i'll remember, but in a good way. it's special to get something for something special 🫂 i'm guessing you have prior attempts. I hope following the two P's (purity, protocol), in theory, will give you the result you're searching for. i'll be looking out for your updates if you choose to make them.
 
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yearofluigi

yearofluigi

(🏳️‍⚧️she/her) The L stands for "winner"
Nov 19, 2024
74
Super cute!! Also omg Marcy Amphibia pfp
 
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Canri

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this is super cute!!
 
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Moroze

Moroze

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Aug 9, 2023
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I'm going to plan my final outfit today. Entering the final stretch of things as well. Nothing like dying in an outfit that depicts who you are. Also going with SN ❤️
 
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Mooncry

Mooncry

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Sep 11, 2024
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Cute dress! Pink is my favorite color. 🩷 I commend you on your effort to look nice. I'm just gonna go out in my comfiest jammies lol.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

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Nov 22, 2018
857
That's a beautiful dress! I also feel like this post in particular made me sad. It reminds me how behind every username and pfp, there is a real person, whose suffering too, and just thinking about that makes me sad. I've met a lot of people here, and made a few friends, and they are truly my best friends. Anyway I just wanted to say I'm sorry life has been hard for you, it's not fair at all. But your dress is beautiful and I know you will look fabulous. I wish you all the best.
 
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quietwoods

quietwoods

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May 21, 2025
54
Nothing like dying in an outfit that depicts who you are.
There's a part of me that unironically wants to CTB in a top hat and monocle. Guess that's just the whimsical piece of me I've always suppressed.

Lets normalize looking fly AF when CTB
 
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Esc9434

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Feb 25, 2020
265
Well, if you are going to go all out to look your best, then consider buying adult diapers.

Nothing cute about a corpse saturated in bodily waste.
 
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bankai

bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
1,189
Very nice OP,talk about going out in style😉

You hope that this attempt works unlike the last. What was your last attempt with? Surely it wasn't with SN?
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
704
Yesss amphibia mention!!1!
Amphibia is top tire! Ever since the first episode came out I knew that this show would stick with me, in a way where you can't help but keep re watching, somthing about the show makes me stop thinking about reality for just a moment while I imagine myself in this make belief Fantasy land,, and yea your PFP is dope,, I'm hoping to wear something beautiful and expensive when I ctb, unless I'm just to gone at that point to even think of clothing, I guess I'll see.
 
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lonergirl_26

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Sep 1, 2024
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Beautiful dress!
 
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dasmurphy

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Mar 19, 2025
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Its very pretty - I like it. I have been thinking to go out in black suit and tie - I always thought I was the odd one for planning my last outfit like that, but glad to see im not alone ;)
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

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Oct 12, 2020
847
Just stopping by to say that's a really nice lolita dress o7 Good taste !
 
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Kittywuzhere.

Kittywuzhere.

If it’s pretty maybe it won’t hurt so much
May 30, 2025
26
Ahhhh i love lolita it's so cute, I was planning on getting mine off of 42lolita as well❤️❤️
 
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glossble

glossble

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Apr 14, 2023
104
Good to know I'm not the only one planning to look cute just to CTB haha ( ◡‿◡ *)ゞ

The dress is amazing btw 😍✨
 
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bankai

bankai

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This is the main reason I wanted N. I would have shaved, worn my best clothes, put one leg over another and nodded off.

SN unfortunately guarantees puking pretty much.
 
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prettyclam

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This is the main reason I wanted N. I would have shaved, worn my best clothes, put one leg over another and nodded off.

SN unfortunately guarantees puking pretty much.
Yeah true, though what I've heard is that the vomit will be clear I think so hey I'm gonna have my bucket nearby just in case
Good to know I'm not the only one planning to look cute just to CTB haha ( ◡‿◡ *)ゞ

The dress is amazing btw 😍✨
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Ahhhh i love lolita it's so cute, I was planning on getting mine off of 42lolita as well❤️❤️
yesss 42lolita is so good although expensive but the quality is worth it
There's a part of me that unironically wants to CTB in a top hat and monocle. Guess that's just the whimsical piece of me I've always suppressed.

Lets normalize looking fly AF when CTB
Its your final outfit so might as well wear anything lol I'm wearing this dress to pretend to be a princess
 
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bankai

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Yeah true, though what I've heard is that the vomit will be clear I think so hey I'm gonna have my bucket nearby just in case
It's OK,you'll still be beautiful☺️

I've seen someone recently consume SN myself,they puked multiple times.it didn't stop them being
any less beautiful.So yeah you'll be fine,
 
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prettyclam

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Very nice OP,talk about going out in style😉

You hope that this attempt works unlike the last. What was your last attempt with? Surely it wasn't with SN?
thank you!!! My first attempt was with SN, but long story short I wasn't able to take it. Then I was so desperate I began looking into non-methods like drinking bleach but that sounded super painful so I had a sleeping pills instead. Obviously that didn't work it just made me feel bleehhhh. So now I bought SN again to finish the job
 
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bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
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thank you!!! My first attempt was with SN, but long story short I wasn't able to take it. Then I was so desperate I began looking into non-methods like drinking bleach but that sounded super painful so I had a sleeping pills instead. Obviously that didn't work it just made me feel bleehhhh. So now I bought SN again to finish the job
Makes sense.SN would have worked if you tried it.


Please be sure,SN is pretty much guaranteed to work imo.☺️hugs and love no matter what you choose.
 
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brokencookie

brokencookie

Head is just crumbs
May 5, 2025
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Idk if this is allowed, but the dress I'm going to wear when I ctb came in the mail today!! Its so pretty omg. Tomorrow I'm buying SN too. I'm finally entering the final stretch of things which feels like a relief but at the same time I'm a little sad…but I hope this attempt works unlike the last.
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(Edit): Forgot to explain but yeah I got this dress in advance so I already have it by the time my SN arrives. Last time it took about 2 weeks so hopefully this time it's the same when I order it tomorrow. When I get it I'll probably take it the first opportunity I get alone.
AAAH I LOVE THIS DRESS! IT'S SO CUUUTE X3
I wanna buy a sweet lolita dress for myself soon, just need to fit in it ;-;
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

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Nov 25, 2024
896
Beautiful, you made me rethink my no-plan of not making an effort. I think I should at least look decent. A dress comes to mind, thank you. Wishing you all the best with the rest of your planning, sending hugs.
 
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