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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
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my brain cannot accept the fact that everyone has their own life. that every person reading this rn , have their own situation going on , dealing with their own problem / life.
it overwhelms my brain every time and it unconsciously refuses to accept it , is there any solution at all. shit feels like permanent derealization.
 
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Always-in-trouble

Student
Jan 14, 2026
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my brain cannot accept the fact that everyone has their own life. that every person reading this rn , have their own situation going on , dealing with their own problem / life.
it overwhelms my brain every time and it unconsciously refuses to accept it , is there any solution at all. shit feels like permanent derealization.
The derealization bit resonates. I can't find pleasure in other people going about with their lives while I am a manchild faker so I just retreat into fantasies.
 
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hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
186
The derealization bit resonates. I can't find pleasure in other people going about with their lives while I am a manchild faker so I just retreat into fantasies.
yeah , pretty much. the more of a hermit i become the worse it gets
 
LastNite

LastNite

Hello World
Mar 31, 2025
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Focus on yourself. Life is filled with problems. If you got worried every single time you saw someone in some sort of problem you'll fall into endless depression. It's not worth bothering yourself with.
 

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