My bpd is going to kill me I

[Brokenwithbpd]

As it says.... my bpd is going to be the death of me. I can't handle this damn awful disease. Cutting only makes it temporary better. People are watching me though

 

[WornOutLife]

Yeah, in my case, my bipolar disorder will end up killing me sooner or later in spite of the fact that now things have improved a lot for me!

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Yes me too... or so I thought. Who was i kid that things would actually get better and I would be normal

 

[crocodileideal]

It brings tears to my eyes... I think it's a realistic point depending on the occasions. Sometimes, I wish had a bubble to hide me, I feel a little crazy when something bad happens, it's like it hits me deeper than anyone else.

I'm sorry for at all, a tight hug.

 

[Cuppatea856]

I have bpd also. I weened myself off a bunch of meds because they made me feel worse. I have seen therapists for many years. Nothing works.
Lately, I just wake up and cry all day. I cannot live with this illness. My family thinks I should just "smile more." They refuse to educate themselves on the reality. No one in my life understands, and when I commit suicide they will likely blame me for not being "strong."

 

[Ch92921]

As it says.... my bpd is going to be the death of me. I can't handle this damn awful disease. Cutting only makes it temporary better. People are watching me though

Stop cutting, the scarfs are permanent!

 

[Beachedwhale]

By bpd do you mean bipolar disorder or borderline personality disorder?

 

[The Lonely]

By bpd do you mean bipolar disorder or borderline personality disorder?

Borderline Personality Disorder

 

[Catlovergirl]

By bpd do you mean bipolar disorder or borderline personality disorder?

"Start to see yourself as a Soul with a body rather then a body with a Soul". absolutely love this

 

[Deadly_Intention]

"Start to see yourself as a Soul with a body rather then a body with a Soul". absolutely love this

I like that quote.
I just never feel like I have a soul..
Of course I must have one or I can't be alive... unless I'm like possessed or something which would explain my horrible life