girlwitharose
Take my soul back home
- Apr 8, 2023
- 16
Hey everyone! Check out my first post and one saying "my boyfriend" for more context. Anyways, he cheated on me. Again. And again. Total: 3 times. I don't know why I put up with him. Mentally, I'm not in the relationship anymore but I haven't broken up with him. I'm going to be somewhat graphic but whatever. We hung out at a social event and found a private area. We made out and he ended up fingering me and I jerked him off . That makes it all the more painful because I found out the morning after he was cheating on me. The day prior to us hanging out, he was calling my friends friend beautiful and giving her all these compliments and basically asked her to fuck. That hurt bad. I cut myself a ton. My right leg is so fucked up. I hate myself and all of this. I know it isn't my fault because my mindset has changed but im sometimes thinking like "what did she have?" And I know there's nothing but it's so irritating. I'm so done with everything .
Oh and I keep sexualising myself in the way I dress out in public and to my boyfriend . He says "I don't want to see that" in a sad tone when I show him on ft and obviously in a mental breakdown but then he gets happy at it like ofc he's my boyfriend but im
Always sobbing while or something. I have always sexualised myself. At first I didn't, but recently I've been trying so hard to.
Oh and I keep sexualising myself in the way I dress out in public and to my boyfriend . He says "I don't want to see that" in a sad tone when I show him on ft and obviously in a mental breakdown but then he gets happy at it like ofc he's my boyfriend but im
Always sobbing while or something. I have always sexualised myself. At first I didn't, but recently I've been trying so hard to.
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