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nobiuobi
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- Apr 28, 2020
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I'm well aware the the SN solution will be extremely salty and that I may throw up because of it if I don't use an antiemetic. I also know that taking the needed pain killers will numb the pain. I'm just really scared of how hard my heart will beat. I've tried CTB by overdosing on diphenhydramine, and my heart beat was very loud, hard, and noticeable. it was scary, but obviously it didn't work. I just don't know if I can handle the scare again. Granted, if it works, then it doesn't matter anyways, but I feel like it's a really hard mental battle, especially to try CTB again. Plus it's not like I felt dizzy CTB the first time. There seems to be a lot of possible symptoms with the SN method.