My best friend stopped talking to me

[femcelloser]

We used to talk every day. I dunno why but he just quit messaging me. Almost purposely ignoring me. I almost don't know if I'm bummed out over it. Or if its kind of relieving. One of my biggest worries of when I CTB was hurting him. So I'm like low-key glad he just decided to cut contact? But also it makes me so sad because he really offered no explanation and it's very sad to me I dunno. Sorry for being kinda off topic

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I felt with this with a gal friend of mine when I was almost 17, I think. This was many years ago, but it still feels like I go through it before I came to find SaSu. It's something about the way they approach it… They didn't know how much you would suffer, yet assumed they could do what a friend choose to do, believing equally it'd die down, and by how much you share these things, they quit? I don't know, but it's very maddening to think you would be made to feel like a potential threat and be ghosted just for having emotions and why it's such a huge part in how we feel to begin with, because no one gets us after we've delt with so much pain. The fact they do this just shows the reality of why there isn't any true place to find any connectional reason to wanting to live when even the thing that is suppose to grow the intimacy to belong, almost feels like the entirety of the human population wasn't made for this, even as you and I and many on here are the existence of a huge bigger issue.

I'm so sorry you had to endure that and others on here too

 

[tirednwired]

Felt this. I just recently fell off with my best friend of over 10 years and it hurts more than any breakup ever could. She kind of started ignoring me more and more but I think it was mostly my fault because my mental state made and still makes it hard for me to hang out with people. Still, when someone is in your life for that long you think they'll be there forever... on the bright side I guess it will be less hard on her when I CTB. Hope you find peace op