MY BAGS ARE PACKED AND I'M READY TO GO

[Unattainable666]

I've been thinking long and hard. Why am I here? to be somebody's punching bag? I've been depressed since I was a kid (thanks to the bitch). I've actually been quite resilient making it all these years (one ctb attempt when I was 15). I've traveled around the world (Hawaii, Japan, Cuba, Mexico - okay we'll leave Mexico out). I've traveled to or lived in most of the US. I've been loved by few; loved many. Had lots of sex, some great some not so great. Met lots of assholes and few decent people. I've done a lot. Now I'm at a point (I'm probably older than most on this site) where I've put up with so much shit the last year (moving to a fucking shithole state; dumped by narc (that was fun); met idiot attorneys who are fucking their assistants; big ass bitches who run or who think they run apartment complexes (MBE). Looking at all of this, and knowing my sweet cat is dying and that once I leave this fucked world I will be with my Dad and my little girl again - there is no need to stay. I now have peace about ctb. Thanks for listening.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a relief to feel at peace with your decision to leave this hellish world, I wish you the best with your plans, to me it truly is horrible how so much suffering exists here, life really is so unnecessarily cruel.

 

[StolenLife]

I wish that you find your peace painlessly. I hope you made a decision that is right for you.

 

[Valky]

I am sorry That this world could not keep you safe.

Whatever decision you make, it is valid.

I wish you all the Best <3