Venting My aunt is planning a trip

[Rena rossy]

I have already my ctb date, everything is ready, everything is in my hands. About two days ago my aunt came up to me and told me she had bought plane tickets so we could have a trip together (for 3 months from now), she seems so excited, booking the hotels and tours and my heart is shattering to pieces, I wish I could tell her straight "I am sorry, aunt, I won't be here by then". It makes me so sad, but my mind is set up even if it saddens me, I don't want to change my plans... I just feel like crying... The only sensation I have been feeling appart from numbness

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Something like this seems to always come up when I plan a date. It's why I haven't planned a new date and will probably be more spontaneous.

I feel for you though and I'm sorry you're going through this right now. It's going to be difficult for them whether you do it now or later.

 

[Rena rossy]

Something like this seems to always come up when I plan a date. It's why I haven't planned a new date and will probably be more spontaneous.

I feel for you though and I'm sorry you're going through this right now. It's going to be difficult for them whether you do it now or later.

Thank you... Definetly I know it will still be difficult for them now or later... I would be spontaneous too if I just didn't have such a bad luck haha I am bad at almost everything so I really need to plan things... Even if it hurts me I won't be changing the date.... I can't deal with my head anymore... Hope everything goes as you plan next time too