Murphy's Law

[dauntra17]

I can't talk to anyone else about this. But everything that could go wrong with my preparation, has. I ordered my cardiac meds and what was supposed to be a one week delivery is now being quoted as three. Okay, I can live with that. I also bought a computer so I can source benzos from a dnm. Accidentally bought two computers... How? Because I'm an idiot. This also overdrew my account. All that aside, I was not able to download tails yet because no computer, and now am learning the new tails update doesn't work for most people and the new one is aiming to be released mid September..... I have actually laughed till I cried. I'm holding on a day at a time, getting thru each day because I promise myself I will get to rest soon, that everything will be okay soon. But soon just keeps getting pushed farther and farther out and money is not endless and now I'm getting upset with the way society views suicide. It should be painless and with dignity, with family and friends there to say goodbye. It shouldn't be like this. The world is broken.

 

[EternalShore]

I can't talk to anyone else about this. But everything that could go wrong with my preparation, has. I ordered my cardiac meds and what was supposed to be a one week delivery is now being quoted as three. Okay, I can live with that. I also bought a computer so I can source benzos from a dnm. Accidentally bought two computers... How? Because I'm an idiot. This also overdrew my account. All that aside, I was not able to download tails yet because no computer, and now am learning the new tails update doesn't work for most people and the new one is aiming to be released mid September..... I have actually laughed till I cried. I'm holding on a day at a time, getting thru each day because I promise myself I will get to rest soon, that everything will be okay soon. But soon just keeps getting pushed farther and farther out and money is not endless and now I'm getting upset with the way society views suicide. It should be painless and with dignity, with family and friends there to say goodbye. It shouldn't be like this. The world is broken.

I'm sorry that your life has been so unfortunate for you~ :( I have a like 5 year old version of Tails on a USB drive myself~ xD it seems to be work, so in the meantime, you can just go back to older versions of it~ :)
and absolutely, the world is broken an evil, and it truly does feel like everything and everyone is out to get us and hurt us! >:( I wish it didn't have to be like tis, but well~ :(

 

[dauntra17]

I'm sorry that your life has been so unfortunate for you~ :( I have a like 5 year old version of Tails on a USB drive myself~ xD it seems to be work, so in the meantime, you can just go back to older versions of it~ :)
and absolutely, the world is broken an evil, and it truly does feel like everything and everyone is out to get us and hurt us! >:( I wish it didn't have to be like tis, but well~ :(

I don't have an older version, but it seems like the new one is working for me after all. Just have to wait for the funds now. Thank you for the kind words!

 

[Soupster]

I love that just searching for tails flags on xkeyscore for NSA surveillance.

 

[dauntra17]

I love that just searching for tails flags on xkeyscore for NSA surveillance.

When does the government not spy on us?