I wonder if I really am fucked up? Almost everyone saying it traumatized them or etc. I dunno, I guess I quickly got desensitized and "Over" what I watched. I don't like it, it's just that I'm not so viscerally effected watching people die or get wounded unless they're literally being torn apart or having their limbs peeled like an onion. The latter I've never seen nor been made aware of any video, but knowing humanity, it happened, somewhere, at some time.
Is it similar to the UK film "Elephant", about The Troubles in Ireland at the time (70's)? Did you find it by now?