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theonewhosoonisdon3

Member
Mar 4, 2023
11
There's a lot on this site and I'm a new user, not familiar with 99% of the lingo, but im ready to ctb I just want it to be painless and quickness isn't necessary but preferred.

I live in the USA, I want a gun but would have to wait longer to be able to use that method, I saw the SN method and would have to do more research on it cuz it seem viable but idk if it's the best option and I don't want to just puke it all up, and don't have a doctor for the other things to go with it. I was ready to use my knife but made the mistake of reading the effects of it and how painful that option is before doing it. I just want to cease existing all togehter so it gonna suck if my personal afterlife opinions are right but I do genuinely want out of this life.
 
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SilentSadness

Person
Feb 28, 2023
1,529
Unfortunately, there is not even a remotely painless and accessible way to ctb, otherwise I would have taken it. Even SN often gets blocked in customs and requires monotonous planning and prerequisites, also it leads to vomiting and other nasty side effects. It would be so good if we could walk into a euthanasia clinic and be prescribed N, as it is the only real solution to the tragedy that is life. Sadly the delusional majority are doing everything in their power to make our lives worse and our deaths impossible.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
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Nitrogen is painless
Unfortunately, there is not even a remotely painless and accessible way to ctb, otherwise I would have taken it. Even SN often gets blocked in customs and requires monotonous planning and prerequisites, also it leads to vomiting and other nasty side effects. It would be so good if we could walk into a euthanasia clinic and be prescribed N, as it is the only real solution to the tragedy that is life. Sadly the delusional majority are doing everything in their power to make our lives worse and our deaths impossible.
Nitrogen is painless
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,797
I hate the fact how suicide has to be something that is so unnecessarily difficult and complicated for us, if it was much easier and if painless methods were more easily accessible I would be long gone at this point. Sadly, we exist in a society where life is seen as something to be prolonged at all costs so as a result our right to die isn't accepted. But anyway, I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
The world is overpopulated, so its very unbelievable that they make it harder and harder every year to CTB. N And SN source are getting harder to find. They are building anti barrier suicide on golden gate bridge.

Just let us CTB easily with N and it will better for us, for society and for earth.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
You live in the usa , good for you , you can die from heat in a desert or some place very humid , old people die every year from heat stroke in their apartment when their is a heat wave and must not be painful because they dont call 911. You just feel thirsty which is unpleasant but not painful.
 
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theonewhosoonisdon3

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Mar 4, 2023
11
You live in the usa , good for you , you can die from heat in a desert or some place very humid , old people die every year from heat stroke in their apartment when their is a heat wave and must not be painful because they dont call 911. You just feel thirsty which is unpleasant but not painful.
I'm not by a desert unfortunately, at least not walking distance, tho wen I get my car
Dying of heatstroke sounds appealing in that facet, thirst defo minor inconvenience compared to the pain I've felt and dealt
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
I'm not by a desert unfortunately, at least not walking distance, tho wen I get my car
Dying of heatstroke sounds appealing in that facet, thirst defo minor inconvenience compared to the pain I've felt and dealt
I think that's the way i will CTB, i dont like SN or carbon monoxide , you can vomit, have chestpain and have headache which is worst than being thirsty.

Every year , mexicans and other people from south america die in Arizona or New Mexico from heat stroke trying to cross illegaly in the usa. And sometimes they die just a few kilometers from the border , so it must be quick during a very sunny day with no water.
 
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freelifexit

freelifexit

Specialist
Nov 7, 2021
391
Some SN cases are painful, some cases are discomforting, some cases are peaceful. Everybody reacts different.

Here you can find description of painful and peaceful cases and symptoms.
 
Mimi_

Mimi_

I only deserve to suffer
Mar 10, 2023
168
What about a briquette suicide? Or an exit bag?
I can provide you factual informations for the first option.
 
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MenschenmĂĽhle

Member
Jan 21, 2022
80
I think you should wait until you get that gun permit. A gunshot to the head is not only lethal but also painless. However, if you care about the aftermath, about the people that will have to find you dead, then it becomes less than ideal.
 
ThisIsLife

ThisIsLife

Specialist
Feb 3, 2023
398
Do you have a thread for it

 

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