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KiraComplex

KiraComplex

sugar, spice…
Aug 31, 2019
273
Trying to hear other's input so i can avoid certain methods.
Id imagine stabbing your throat sucks.
 
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Rdc

Student
Aug 24, 2019
150
I've been contemplating between handgun, Carbon monoxide or sodium nitrite poisoning. I'm trying to find a balance between lethality and painlessness. Every method seems to have its pros and cons and it's the failure of not succeeding is what scares me. I don't want to end up in a lifetime of pain or as a vegetable.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
I think burning yourself is the worst method that causes the most pain and agony.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
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Rdc

Student
Aug 24, 2019
150
I think burning yourself is the worst method that causes the most pain and agony.

Yes fire rates a 95 out of a 100 on the agony scale. Definitely not the way to CTB.
 
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Centerism

Centerism

Love is my final option
Aug 25, 2019
233
Stabbing your throat would definitely suck. I saw a guy in the media that stabbed himself in the throat multiple times and he survived. He had to have emergency surgery. But he survived.

There's many methods. You can find a list of resources for different methods and some helpful links for methods and some helpful videos here;
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

Can I ask? Is there a certain way you're curious about? Do you want it to be painless? Quick? Do you need a way to do it in a house with people/parents and not be found in time to save you? Do you have a budget of any sort? Etc.

I, and many of us here are quite knowledgeable about many methods. I know poisons well and I'm familiar with partial and night night. Some of us here are more familiar with other methods. Just let me/Us know and we'll help the best we can.
 
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woxihuanni

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Aug 19, 2019
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Tom9999

Tom9999

I've suffered enough.
Aug 27, 2019
124
I hate that site because OD is all lumped together and you're supposed to move on thinking it's impossible to ctb reliably.

They also don't distinguish between short drop hanging (takes minutes to die), long drop (instant loss of consciousness), and decap drop (instant decapitation).

When I was considering hanging, I planned for at least an 11 foot drop (will decapitate) with a 1 inch 850lb load ratchet strap. No pain, no suffering, instant permanent death.
 
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Rdc

Student
Aug 24, 2019
150
Stabbing your throat would definitely suck. I saw a guy in the media that stabbed himself in the throat multiple times and he survived. He had to have emergency surgery. But he survived.

There's many methods. You can find a list of resources for different methods and some helpful links for methods and some helpful videos here;
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

Can I ask? Is there a certain way you're curious about? Do you want it to be painless? Quick? Do you need a way to do it in a house with people/parents and not be found in time to save you? Do you have a budget of any sort? Etc.

I, and many of us here are quite knowledgeable about many methods. I know poisons well and I'm familiar with partial and night night. Some of us here are more familiar with other methods. Just let me/Us know and we'll help the best we can.

Is it just me or are the links to the mega threads not working?
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
They also don't distinguish between short drop hanging (takes minutes to die), long drop (instant loss of consciousness), and decap drop (instant decapitation).

When I was considering hanging, I planned for at least an 11 foot drop (will decapitate) with a 1 inch 850lb load ratchet strap. No pain, no suffering, instant permanent death.

Decapitation is not instant death, you'll be alive for 10-15 seconds.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Decapitation will leave you alive for that long?! I was going to do that method!!!!
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
What about 10-15 seconds in realtion to eternal peace?
 
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hunthunt

Member
Aug 26, 2019
85
Burning to death, drowning and probably choking on something, anything actually that keeps your heart pumping blood to your perfectly conscious brain in the procces.
 
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Centerism

Centerism

Love is my final option
Aug 25, 2019
233
Is it just me or are the links to the mega threads not working?
If it's not working just look under suicide discussion forum and it's the second pinned discussion.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

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Aug 19, 2019
3,298
Whatever it is, I hope the people driving me to kill myself will die exactly like that one day.
 
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Rdc

Student
Aug 24, 2019
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If it's not working just look under suicide discussion forum and it's the second pinned discussion.
Yeah I tried it but only the first two links under the mega thread methods work. From carbon monoxide down the links don't work.
 
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Tom9999

Tom9999

I've suffered enough.
Aug 27, 2019
124
Decapitation is not instant death, you'll be alive for 10-15 seconds.

I did a bit of research and discovered you are correct. Found some interesting stories about it, like one person who was slapped on the cheek after decapitation, their face showed an expression of disgust and indignation at the offense!
 
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KiraComplex

KiraComplex

sugar, spice…
Aug 31, 2019
273
Stabbing your throat would definitely suck. I saw a guy in the media that stabbed himself in the throat multiple times and he survived. He had to have emergency surgery. But he survived.

There's many methods. You can find a list of resources for different methods and some helpful links for methods and some helpful videos here;
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/list-of-resources.3/

Can I ask? Is there a certain way you're curious about? Do you want it to be painless? Quick? Do you need a way to do it in a house with people/parents and not be found in time to save you? Do you have a budget of any sort? Etc.

I, and many of us here are quite knowledgeable about many methods. I know poisons well and I'm familiar with partial and night night. Some of us here are more familiar with other methods. Just let me/Us know and we'll help the best we can.
I asked because i dont mind pain unless its unbearable (i.e burning, seppuku) because i want to relax when i die.
And i dont want to scream when i die for obvious reasons.
 
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Tom9999

Tom9999

I've suffered enough.
Aug 27, 2019
124
I've been contemplating between handgun, Carbon monoxide or sodium nitrite poisoning. I'm trying to find a balance between lethality and painlessness. Every method seems to have its pros and cons and it's the failure of not succeeding is what scares me. I don't want to end up in a lifetime of pain or as a vegetable.

I wish I had access to a 12 gauge shotgun and 00 buckshot. Aimed correctly, that is the fastest, most painless, and most reliable method I know of.

And I emphasize "aimed correctly", as anatomical research would be necessary for me to ensure I would be delivering the buckshot to the correct area of the brain. But once I had I that down, man, I would be totally at ease and have no fear of anything going wrong.

12 gauge with 00 buckshot - the Cadillac of methods LOL!
 
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Centerism

Centerism

Love is my final option
Aug 25, 2019
233
Yeah I tried it but only the first two links under the mega thread methods work. From carbon monoxide down the links don't work.
Oh those links. I haven't tried them personally. I just Google things I want to know and I read all the books I can that are suicide friendly. That helps. Plus I follow threads that people write about certain methods and I try to learn from others experiences and advice.
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
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I always assumed cyanide was a painless death and quick.
 
GemCami

GemCami

Incomplete
Sep 10, 2019
66
Most painful deaths.....hmmmm..

-Russian mafia torture
-Chinese mafia torture
-Shooting yourself in the head but instead accidentally shooting yourself in the shoulder
-10000 BEES (Unless your allergic)
-Slowly climbing into lava like a hot tub
-Toaster! In the bathtub!!
-Literally any trap from a Saw movie
-Eaten alive
-Drinking potent acid
- I actually considered buying a thin metal wire and attaching it to two cars about to drive apart, with a loop around my neck. Car drives and shwooop quick clean cut. Little complex for me tho.
-Or the most painful method of CTB, sufferring for 20, 30, 50, maybe more years in excruciating pain waiting for old age!
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
Most painful deaths.....hmmmm..

-Russian mafia torture
-Chinese mafia torture
-Shooting yourself in the head but instead accidentally shooting yourself in the shoulder
-10000 BEES (Unless your allergic)
-Slowly climbing into lava like a hot tub
-Toaster! In the bathtub!!
-Literally any trap from a Saw movie
-Eaten alive
-Drinking potent acid
- I actually considered buying a thin metal wire and attaching it to two cars about to drive apart, with a loop around my neck. Car drives and shwooop quick clean cut. Little complex for me tho.
-Or the most painful method of CTB, sufferring for 20, 30, 50, maybe more years in excruciating pain waiting for old age!
Or being bitten by a zombie, as you'll be dead but still alive
 
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Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
Naaaaaaah im basically already a Zambie. Sleeeeeeeeep....sleeeeeeep.....
I am too and get angry when poked too hard when I'm asleep!
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
I am too and get angry when poked too hard when I'm asleep!

Ahah, is the poke something like 'get a new hobby'? Yeah my hobby is fucking my blond mind-twin in public, I have got one thank you.
 
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Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
Ahah, is the poke something like 'get a new hobby'? Yeah my hobby is fucking my blond mind-twin in public, I have got one thank you.
My mind twin is called Pippa, she's rather nasty and dirty.
 
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woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
My mind twin is called Pippa, she's rather nasty and dirty.

Is that a reference I'm missing? :) But yeah everyone needs a nasty and dirty mind-twin. What else to live for?
 
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