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I live in the US and of course no doctor will prescribe morphine unless I have painful chronic illness which I dont. How can I buy it online? I'm going to use it to CTB.
 
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You might want to reconsider. OD'ing is very unpredictable and fails more often than not.
 
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You might want to reconsider. OD'ing is very unpredictable and fails more often than not.
agreed. not reliable. OD's are included in the 'non methods that should not be attempted' sticky.
 
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I live in the US and of course no doctor will prescribe morphine unless I have painful chronic illness which I dont. How can I buy it online? I'm going to use it to CTB.
Heroin is much stronger and still usually fails.
 
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You might want to reconsider. OD'ing is very unpredictable and fails more often than not.

I have ordered SN yesterday and I have a gun but I don't wish to use both of them. I thought morphine is a peaceful way to go?
Heroin is much stronger and still usually fails.
Wow! So we only can do SN to guarantee death?
agreed. not reliable. OD's are included in the 'non methods that should not be attempted' sticky.
Where do I find "non method"? Thanks
 
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If you can somehow obtain a bottle of liquid morphine I still seriously doubt it will be enough to CTB. Even if you drink the whole bottle at once it would probably just make you sleep. It slows your heart rate down, but for a healthy person, I wouldn't bank on it.
 
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Thread 'Non-methods that should not be attempted'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/non-methods-that-should-not-be-attempted.177799/

Thank you
If you can somehow obtain a bottle of liquid morphine I still seriously doubt it will be enough to CTB. Even if you drink the whole bottle at once it would probably just make you sleep. It slows your heart rate down, but for a healthy person, I wouldn't bank on it.
I thought Morphine is very strong and none can survive big dose. Thinking about dying and not able to do it is overwhelming. I'm very stressed just from thinking about kms but not able to.
 
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Morphine is indeed a powerful medication but, it's usually prescribed for people who are on hospice (expected life expectancy of less than 6 months). Those people are already expected to die and their bodies are not healthy. The dose people are given are strong for them but not the average healthy person. Some people think morphine kills people buy I say if you need an order for morphine you are already half dead, respectfully. If I had an order, I would have definitely tried to drink the whole bottle by now lol. I think most of us are here because these methods sounds great until you try them and you realize it is not easy to kill yourself!
 
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Morphine is indeed a powerful medication but, it's usually prescribed for people who are on hospice (expected life expectancy of less than 6 months). Those people are already expected to die and their bodies are not healthy. The dose people are given are strong for them but not the average healthy person. Some people think morphine kills people buy I say if you need an order for morphine you are already half dead, respectfully. If I had an order, I would have definitely tried to drink the whole bottle by now lol. I think most of us are here because these methods sounds great until you try them and you realize it is not easy to kill yourself!
Thank you! I got it now… so I guess back to SN plan.
 
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Prescription med OD is notoriously unreliable & sets you up for possible physical or mental disability & further suffering.
Over 86% failure rate 🌹💔
 
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Prescription med OD is notoriously unreliable & sets you up for possible physical or mental disability & further suffering.
Over 86% failure rate 🌹💔
Thank you for this information. I'm glad I mentioned in here before I take anything💜
 
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So, here is what is in the PPH, 2024, Morphine is used widely in medicine as an analgesic and comes commonly packaged as soluble morphine tablets (slow release and fast release) or is liquid form. Morphine can be taken orally, rectally or intravenously. When taken orally, peak levels occur with 30 minutes. For slow releasing tablets the rise in blood drug level is slower. Therefore it takes a lot longer to reach lethal levels. The lethal oral dose is very variable, but 100mg is often quoted as a lethal amount. That said, it is not uncommon for someone with prior tolerance for the drug to consume 20X this amount with little effect. Note- a massive 15gm of morphine is used in the 5 drug mix, described in Chapter 5. The PPH goes on to say that An opioid death can be peaceful and painless. However, the difficulty in being able to identify a required lethal dose makes them notoriously unreliable as end of life drugs. There are also concerns about the purity of the drugs especially if illegally sourced. The presence of an effective antidote highlights the additional problem that one cannot afford to be interrupted if using these drugs to end life. For these reasons the opioids are best avoided unless there are no other available options. I believe that this protocol can be used with oxycodon in the place of the Benzos since SN will also be used. What are your opinions?
Fast for 8 hours and take minimal water as possible, 2 hours before SN (stop water)
1 hour before drinking SN600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol. You can use any pain killer as long as you stay within the recommended dose
40 minutes before drinking SN3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
Wait 40 minutes

During the wait time, dissolve 25gm of Sodium Nitrite in 50-100ml of plain water (35gm if body weight over 100kg)

Crush 20x30mg tablets (Oxazepam) (Benzos) with Mortar & Pestle

Mix crushed tablets with enough water until a drinkable solution is created
SN drink

Drink Oxazepam (Benzos) in water

Lay back
 
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So, here is what is in the PPH, 2024, Morphine is used widely in medicine as an analgesic and comes commonly packaged as soluble morphine tablets (slow release and fast release) or is liquid form. Morphine can be taken orally, rectally or intravenously. When taken orally, peak levels occur with 30 minutes. For slow releasing tablets the rise in blood drug level is slower. Therefore it takes a lot longer to reach lethal levels. The lethal oral dose is very variable, but 100mg is often quoted as a lethal amount. That said, it is not uncommon for someone with prior tolerance for the drug to consume 20X this amount with little effect. Note- a massive 15gm of morphine is used in the 5 drug mix, described in Chapter 5. The PPH goes on to say that An opioid death can be peaceful and painless. However, the difficulty in being able to identify a required lethal dose makes them notoriously unreliable as end of life drugs. There are also concerns about the purity of the drugs especially if illegally sourced. The presence of an effective antidote highlights the additional problem that one cannot afford to be interrupted if using these drugs to end life. For these reasons the opioids are best avoided unless there are no other available options. I believe that this protocol can be used with oxycodon in the place of the Benzos since SN will also be used. What are your opinions?
Fast for 8 hours and take minimal water as possible, 2 hours before SN (stop water)
1 hour before drinking SN600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol. You can use any pain killer as long as you stay within the recommended dose
40 minutes before drinking SN3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
Wait 40 minutes

During the wait time, dissolve 25gm of Sodium Nitrite in 50-100ml of plain water (35gm if body weight over 100kg)

Crush 20x30mg tablets (Oxazepam) (Benzos) with Mortar & Pestle

Mix crushed tablets with enough water until a drinkable solution is created
SN drink

Drink Oxazepam (Benzos) in water

Lay back
Thank you for this very useful information.. I don't have morphine anyway. I ordered my sn but I don't have. My if the medications needed. It looks like I'm going to be in pain when I'm dying 😢
 

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