Morality

[OnMyLast Legs]

It seems like everything about my ruined soul is the result of me doing things that were wrong. Breaking my word, failing to fulfill obligations, wallowing in vices.

Do you guys feel guilty? Or do you think you're victims of circumstance?

 

[Baisley]

I am a victim of bad decisions from a brain that doesn't function properly. It is like I am a different person now as a year ago I wouldn't of dreamed of doing the stupid shit that I've done.
Now I need to exit hopefully soon.

 

[Dawnfang11]

While I do feel some guilt that drives me to want to ctb, it's mostly just my circumstances. The brain and body I was born with. A crucial factor is just that I don't really value life itself. It feels kinda pointless if we're all gonna die in the end anyway.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Victim. i never even asked to be in this hell. i only want out of this nightmare

i've had very bad luck

i would never want to live in this evil prison world as a slave risking extreme torture for no reason

why do i have to live even a minute more? i don't

pain is a billion times worse than i can remember or imagine

the worst unbearable pain and the very horrible things far outweigh any pleasurable addictions

even if there were no suffering i wouldn't ever want to live or exist under any circumstances

but life is unbearable pain and extreme torture and extreme suffering

it's ridiculous i have to work all day only to risk unbearable pain and something extremely horrible happening to me . and to decay get old and immobile demented in a nursing home in pain very old

imo we were all brought here to be slaves .

 

[amor.dor]

I don't know how to explain my case. In adolescence, it was due to disillusionment and mistreatment. But now, older, at 29, it's almost a logical and philosophical conclusion after so much reflection on life.

 

[YourLocalSadGirly]

I would say that it's a bit of both for my case but there's been a lot that's been completely out of my control like losing my girlfriend to suicide and being mistreated for being trans. The being a NEET part and losing my friends is all my fault though.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me non-existence is all I hope for as in this existence of endless cruelty, suffering and torture non-existence is all that could be positive for me, all I want is peace from the evil of existence and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this horrific reality where there is all this terrible, dreadful suffering with existing beings tortured every second, no matter what I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy and I see it as an abomination to be conscious in this evil world where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

Existence was always a mistake to me, I'd never wish for something as torturous and harmful as existence and the fact that humans cause all this terrible suffering by so tragically imposing this existence is so horrible to me, to be tortured in this existence for decades longer just to face the agony of old age would be the most terrible agonising punishment to me, to exist means to suffer and all I want is to never suffer again, for me all that could ever be beautiful is peaceful non-existence where finally I'm at peace from this terrible, torturous existence.