Monthly check-in

[LunaRose]

Every month I check in on this website to tell you overall how I'm feeling. right now i feel more like shit then i have before as people are becoming distant or just telling me im not worth there time. I feel like im near the end. In still deciding if i should hang or use the Ratchet and do night night or try to overdose again. I feel like overdose would be a great option for me rn because i can get around 150 pills of anything you would find in a pharmacy section of walmart for around 5-7 dollars so I could buy around 400-500 and that would work. My last over dose did not work though so that may effect this one and the fact i want to vomit every time I take a pill now.

 

[rozeske]

Am sorry to hear this month turned out to be worse. I can understand how terrible people are and make you feel miserable, but if you can try to find meaning in your life without the influence of those terrible people. Also try to avoid oding as much as possible. Especially on the ones you can get off the counter. Very low success rate and high chance of leaving you in permanent damage. I hope it all gets better for you. Wish you luck and peace in your decisions

 

[mortuarymary]

Every month I check in on this website to tell you overall how I'm feeling. right now i feel more like shit then i have before as people are becoming distant or just telling me im not worth there time. I feel like im near the end. In still deciding if i should hang or use the Ratchet and do night night or try to overdose again. I feel like overdose would be a great option for me rn because i can get around 150 pills of anything you would find in a pharmacy section of walmart for around 5-7 dollars so I could buy around 400-500 and that would work. My last over dose did not work though so that may effect this one and the fact i want to vomit every time I take a pill now.

That's like me with the vomit. It's awful feeling.
Nice of you to check in, hugs xx

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it dreadful how other people can very easily just create more suffering, it certainly is such a cruel existence. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you find peace.

 

[justcallmeJ]

Im so sorry your feeling this way Luna, people can be so mean. You will always be worth our time <3