Story mom tried to drive an anxiety and ctb demon out of me...

[Daxter777]

So ive been having a shit week full of full blown panic and anxiety attacks. and I just couldn't hold or in anymore so I decided to vent to my mom that my anxiety is so bad that I just want to end it.

My mom freaked out a bit and started praying for me and started doing delivirance/exorcism of the anxiety and suicide demon.

And ofcourse it didn't work. still having attacks still want to ctb...

Bless her heart I know she wants to help in the only way she knows how but it doesn't.

Im an atheist anyway and dont believe in that stuff. but damn did she catch me out of left field with that.

P.S no offense meant to any religious people here. you do you.

 

[Aisley]

You're taking this remarkably well. Like your brain is well grounded, you know? There was a time when I would have reacted (in your shoes) in a very regrettable way.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so horrible and tiring what you've been through, it's so awful how we exist in this world where people suffer so much all through no fault of their own, existence truly is so hellish to me. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Daxter777]

You're taking this remarkably well. Like your brain is well grounded, you know? There was a time when I would have reacted (in your shoes) in a very regrettable way.

At first it started off that way. but I was mid attack and just lost all energy to debate her. then I realised she is also freaking out because I told her I want to ctb so I humoured her.

I'm just glad that I could tell her how I feel and get it out.

If im not getting attacks it would be a whole different story and one hell of a debate...

tbf I am just glad she cares at this point. sincere my anxiety has cause years and years of heartache and problems

 

[lookingforsanctuary]

Wow that must have been an intense experience.