ever so lonely
terry joseph williams
- Apr 17, 2022
- 282
ok peeps so exactly what it says on the tin, anybody else a total shut in, i have realised it is for the best to not seek social ties, often they are fleeting and people come and go, often let downs, i havnt ventured out in months, and prior to that months again, shopping home delivered, bills paid online, out of work, so i work from home to supplement my meagre income, so you see i dont HAVE to interact, deleted every social account i had recently, to take up the reclusiveness a notch, insta facebook, twitter, snapchat, gone, so no online presence nomore, just a few dormant accounts i no longer have access to, thinking of deleting my account here too, is anybody else quite in the same boat, anybody else relate ?, like your just done with people man, not here per se, i mean in general like, like you dont dislike them just you cant be bothered with the usual trials and tribulations which most social interactions entail nowadays, the silly power dynamics, the same i am better than thou attitudes, which is of course rubbish, the false platitudes, cant be dealing with there constant need for mind games, with there pettyness anymore, just wanted to vent, i see sometimes this place isnt exempt from that, which is odd a suicidal safe haven of all places, i just wanted to post this to see if it resonated with anybody ?, or struck a chord or something, i plan to live this reclusive life till i either a) cbt, or b) till i die of natural causes, i was never cut out for this shit society, and even shittier life, throw peoples constant need for mind games into the mix and i am just so over it ?, is anybody here on a similar page ?, the same wavelength.
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