sleepydeaths
plus ultra
- Sep 26, 2025
- 20
sorry for the constant posting. hopefully it's not a bother
ive been doing nothing but crying or cutting all day today so far. im so sick and tired. i contacted 988 chat twice. the first time i cancelled before the chat started and the second I did connect with someone but i left the website for a moment and we lost connection so i didn't bother trying for a third time.
im sick and tired. i have extreme suicidal ideation and a lot of thoughts. i feel so miserable. this is hell.
i don't want to exist like this and im so sick and tired of having to. my thighs hurt and i feel nauseous due to how miserable i am. i feel like shit. i want to die so.fucking badly. i told myself i won't do anything but im really considering.
i don't think i can do this. im going to have to pretend im a functioning human being tomorrow and i don't know if ill be able to. im so tired.
ive been doing nothing but crying or cutting all day today so far. im so sick and tired. i contacted 988 chat twice. the first time i cancelled before the chat started and the second I did connect with someone but i left the website for a moment and we lost connection so i didn't bother trying for a third time.
im sick and tired. i have extreme suicidal ideation and a lot of thoughts. i feel so miserable. this is hell.
i don't want to exist like this and im so sick and tired of having to. my thighs hurt and i feel nauseous due to how miserable i am. i feel like shit. i want to die so.fucking badly. i told myself i won't do anything but im really considering.
i don't think i can do this. im going to have to pretend im a functioning human being tomorrow and i don't know if ill be able to. im so tired.
