mrpeter
Experienced
- Jun 11, 2024
- 217
Does anyone else mindlessly scroll this site, desperately looking for a method and finding none, then repeat.
I do this as a coping mechanism, I have a method but I scroll this site to ground myself or somehow, not sure.Does anyone else mindlessly scroll this site, desperately looking for a method and finding none, then repeat.
I can relate to you so much, because my social skills are totally gone... I feel as if I slip up and say what's on my mind in IRL prob be judged and locked away, plus I too am past the point of seeking help or getting any. Here I don't have to walk on egg shells I can be totally transparent with my thoughts and emotions. Not gonna lie it eats me alive when people ask me, "How am I ?". Like I'm gonna lie to you then you'll figure how I really feel when I am not here anymore. So you are not alone my friendYep, I've been lurking for a while.This site is literally the only thing keeping me going right now. IRL I'm way past the point of actually being able to ask for help or getting help. And feeling like I can't connect or succesfully interact with other people is eating me up from the inside. Here, at least I know that I can speak and think freely without being silenced or judged unfairly. It's kind of liberating in a way to write and read about peoples' actual thoughts without a filter.