Deleted member 23774
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- Nov 14, 2020
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I'm not sure if I can wait until the second week of next month to ctb. I think that I'm going to catch the ride on Wed, I was going to go to my friend's for new years, but I don't want to be alive next year at all. I just can't handle this deep pain and anguish anymore. I don't know what will happen after I pass, but it's got to be better than what's going on now. I give up and I have no life left, I'm not even surviving and I'm just here waiting until the day that I don't wake up.
I really appreciate this group and I appreciate all of you because I can talk about what is going on without judgement and having people just minimize what I'm going through. I might post a goodbye thread, but I'm really not sure, it might be better than doing it alone. Thank you all for your support.
I really appreciate this group and I appreciate all of you because I can talk about what is going on without judgement and having people just minimize what I'm going through. I might post a goodbye thread, but I'm really not sure, it might be better than doing it alone. Thank you all for your support.