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Enigma25

Enigma25

The No Mad Nomad
Mar 19, 2025
46
Alright! I messaged someone and HOPEFULLY I'll get pointed towards the right direction to get Nembutal. I'm excited. As usual, hoping I don't wake up, but if I do (I'm sure I will) I hope I can be a step closer to death. It looks like my second option is gonna be Nitrogen.

Please drop any info you know about sourcing anything that could take me out in a way similar to SN, N, CO2 etc or your experiences therein. Much appreciated.
 
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Borderline13

Member
May 4, 2025
5
If you can really obtain it please let me know i need it too and i wanna CTB soon
 
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worthless123

Hikikomori
Apr 24, 2023
47
Good luck bro hope you manage to find it. N is my dream method but I haven't found any leads so far.
 
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Sweetcheeks

Sweetcheeks

34 y/o single female
Feb 23, 2025
24
I hope you choose not to kill yourself.
 
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oono

oono

Student
Aug 26, 2020
195
N seems so complicated to get online
 
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Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Strength.
Oct 26, 2019
952
if you have a source for N you are indeed lucky. i had one but i blew it off and then she disappeared lol. not cool at alllllllll
 
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blueocean093

New Member
May 3, 2025
4
N is impossible to get online. Its sometimes available in South America and can be obtained relatively easily. With that said, the kind of death N produces isnt proven to be painless. Pulmonary edema(fluid building in your lungs) might develop before complete unconsciousness. Is it possible to die peacefully from it? Probably, but be be careful what you wish for
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
1,861
If you are sourcing pentobarbital you do not need to worry about sources for SN. Also CO2 is free, just exhale.

But also straight up asking for sources is not going to get you anywhere here. Especially for a new user. Stick around for a bit and be active in the forum. You can find clues on how to get what you need.
 
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imOK

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
218
It's probably a scam, tbh.
 
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bankai

bankai

Wizard
Mar 16, 2025
650
I'm with you OP.

You've always been my favorite poster here.

Dm me if it's legit.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,359
I also just wish to never wake ever again, I just wish for a painless death with no more pain and no more suffering, I always wish I had access to such a peaceful death but anyway I hope that you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Enigma25

Enigma25

The No Mad Nomad
Mar 19, 2025
46
UPDATE:

I've gotten no response. Not surprising. I'm gonna keep looking though. Doing more research. I was also told to read a book that has a PDF online. It's very informative. Also also researching nitrogen. But I will let you all know if I come across ANYTHING. And please do the same.
 
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rs929

Mage
Dec 18, 2020
538
Source?
N is impossible to get online. Its sometimes available in South America and can be obtained relatively easily. With that said, the kind of death N produces isnt proven to be painless. Pulmonary edema(fluid building in your lungs) might develop before complete unconsciousness. Is it possible to die peacefully from it? Probably, but be be careful what you wish for
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,423
I hope you choose not to kill yourself.
N is impossible to get online. Its sometimes available in South America and can be obtained relatively easily. With that said, the kind of death N produces isnt proven to be painless. Pulmonary edema(fluid building in your lungs) might develop before complete unconsciousness. Is it possible to die peacefully from it? Probably, but be be careful what you wish for
Sniff. Sniff. Kinda smells of pro-life, anti-choice mantra to me.
 
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Enigma25

Enigma25

The No Mad Nomad
Mar 19, 2025
46
I'm with you OP.

You've always been my favorite poster here.

Dm me if it's legit.
lm flattered, thank you, but, I don't think Ive ever talked to you? And I haven't posted that much or been here that long...I think
 
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apict

Member
May 4, 2025
15
UPDATE:

I've gotten no response. Not surprising. I'm gonna keep looking though. Doing more research. I was also told to read a book that has a PDF online. It's very informative. Also also researching nitrogen. But I will let you all know if I come across ANYTHING. And please do the same.
PLEASE let me/us know if you are actually able to get nembutol, and share how to do that.
best of luck.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,635
Good luck in obtaining the N, I'm sure you're too cautious to part with money before doing all the checks available to you.
 
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bankai

bankai

Wizard
Mar 16, 2025
650
lm flattered, thank you, but, I don't think Ive ever talked to you? And I haven't posted that much or been here that long...I think
Umm,well this is a bit awkward.The joke seems to have flown past your head. The joke was that if I crow catch you then you'd DM me the source😳

I honestly don't remember you posting before😆

don't hate me,message me the source with love please 🥺
 
Enigma25

Enigma25

The No Mad Nomad
Mar 19, 2025
46
Good luck in obtaining the N, I'm sure you're too cautious to part with money before doing all the checks available to you.
I don't know what this means, but, I am not. It's a lifetime investment amiright??
Umm,well this is a bit awkward.The joke seems to have flown past your head. The joke was that if I crow catch you then you'd DM me the source😳

I honestly don't remember you posting before😆

don't hate me,message me the source with love please 🥺
I won't lie, I am slow, and I still don't get it, but I love the enthusiasm
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,635
It's just that N is apparently virtually impossible to obtain online, even on the DW, however like any desired substance in exceeding short supply there is no shortage of scam merchants looking to rip desperate seekers off.
Best wishes.
 
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Enigma25

Enigma25

The No Mad Nomad
Mar 19, 2025
46
It's just that N is apparently virtually impossible to obtain online, even on the DW, however like any desired substance in exceeding short supply there is no shortage of scam merchants looking to rip desperate seekers off.
Best wishes.
I really wish I could simply be pointed in the right direction. It seems good, but there's gotta be more than just that. Hopefully the book I'm reading helps? but I don't wanna asphyxiate myself. Nitrogen COULD work. But it's definitely plan b
 
goth

goth

Global Mod
Aug 26, 2024
136
closing this! there isnt any reputable nembutal sources online. do not fall for scams!!
 
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