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Solitudeseeker

Solitudeseeker

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Jun 3, 2023
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i am going to try pass through asphyxiation and put a plastic bag on my head and apply duct tape to secure the neck and make sure there is no holes. i don't know if this is the best method but i dont care if this is painful anymore. i am so desperate to leave and it is my only option anymore. i just want to be free.
 
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Mar 2, 2023
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I understand... comfort is of no consequence to people who never really feel it, right?... anyway, I hope I'm as brave as you when I should be and I hope you find peace, frend...
 
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I understand... comfort is of no consequence to people who never really feel it, right?... anyway, I hope I'm as brave as you when I should be and I hope you find peace, frend...
i hope that you too find the peace you are looking for :)) <3
 
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busybee

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Jul 5, 2023
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It won't be pleasant since you will breathe in CO2 and that will trigger the feeling of suffocation and your SI. Even when you manage to pass out there is a good chance you will still tear open the bag.
 
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Solitudeseeker

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Jun 3, 2023
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It won't be pleasant since you will breathe in CO2 and that will trigger the feeling of suffocation and your SI. Even when you manage to pass out there is a good chance you will still tear open the bag.
yes this is my fear..i am going to try prevent it. i would try restrain my arms but that may trigger ever more of a panic. the plastic bag i am using is quite strong its not the type you can inherently claw open at.
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
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I hope you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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