Might be gone next week

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

I will have a very great and rare opportunity to ctb undisturbed in about a week.
I will have to resort to homemade shit methods like partial suspension unfortunately which is suboptimal
However it is unclear when the next time will be that I will get such a nice opportunity, probably months or even a year, so If i dont take this opportunity Im going to subject myself to guaranteed several months of more suffering which I do not want.
Thus I feel I have to take this opportunity, theres no better choice here
We shall see
Im scared that partial will not work, Ive practiced before with my arms pushing outwards as my anchor point and i didnt pass out or get dizzy

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, failing suicide is what I fear as well, to me it sounds awful the hanging method going wrong, I think that those who attempt are courageous and it certainly makes it sound easier when you hear of people managing to succeed.

 

[90starve]

i hope your plans go smoothly <3