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EmptySoul

New Member
Jul 3, 2022
1
I just took most of my sn solution with 5 diazapam and did my meta 40 min ago. My heart is thudding, I feel sick, I can't finish the rest. Do I call 999 or hope it was enough.

Nausea really kicking in, I still wanna die tho
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
893
Update? The fact this went 21 minutes with no response is nothing but disgusting. Shame on anyone who looked and scrolled
Hopefully you have passed into peace :(. I'm sorry for the suffering you went thru for what is suppose to be a painless solution.
 
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miserabletires9

Student
Mar 27, 2023
157
what's the rest that u can't finish?
 
pharmacoepia

pharmacoepia

STEM nerd that is pro-CTB. Asmov looks far-out eh?
Apr 9, 2023
105
Update? The fact this went 21 minutes with no response is nothing but disgusting. Shame on anyone who looked and scrolled
Hopefully you have passed into peace :(. I'm sorry for the suffering you went thru for what is suppose to be a painless solution.
I think we just watched this guy die in real time. I honestly hope his pain didn't last long.
 
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Lxions

Lxions

they/he
Apr 6, 2023
87
I just took most of my sn solution with 5 diazapam and did my meta 40 min ago. My heart is thudding, I feel sick, I can't finish the rest. Do I call 999 or hope it was enough.

Nausea really kicking in, I still wanna die tho
I am so sorry nobody responded.

If you passed, I hope it was more painless than you described. Find your peace.
 
pharmacoepia

pharmacoepia

STEM nerd that is pro-CTB. Asmov looks far-out eh?
Apr 9, 2023
105
With luck he's free

honestly I'm deeply upsetted by the fact nobody responded. The thought that OP might have been dying not only painfully but alone is literally making my blood boil
This is just giving me butterflies in my stomach more like. Last words from a dead man. Should mods be contacted to deactivate the account?
 
Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
893
This is just giving me butterflies in my stomach more like. Last words from a dead man. Should mods be contacted to deactivate the account?
Idk. Regardless be happy for him. Let him rest up. On everything I just want to strangle to death any fucker who saw this and said nun
This is just giving me butterflies in my stomach more like. Last words from a dead man. Should mods be contacted to deactivate the account?
Also unsure how familiar with death you are. If u need to talk feel free to pop me a dm
 
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orca87

Mage
Mar 22, 2023
522
As much as I hope that this actually were is last words, and that he lost consciousness soon thereafter, as he expressed his desire to ctb even at the point of uncomfortable symptoms, it is far too early to have the account closed. What if he called for help, what if he vomited the small dose he took? If he somehow survived that, he will need out help then.

Hopefully, if that should be the case, we will react quicker.
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
893
As much as I hope that this actually were is last words, and that he lost consciousness soon thereafter, as he expressed his desire to ctb even at the point of uncomfortable symptoms, it is far too early to have the account closed. What if he called for help, what if he vomited the small dose he took? If he somehow survived that, he will need out help then.

Hopefully, if that should be the case, we will react quicker.
Well said. His account should remain for a bit. Hope on every ounce of my soul he got his wish tho. Nothing but prayers
 
Valky

Valky

Petulant Child (this was written by dot and a lie)
Apr 4, 2023
1,351
Really sad no one responded….hope you are doing better now, no matter what happened. I am so sorry that life has brought you to this point. Rest well <3
 
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MaeRosemary

MaeRosemary

Still waiting for when it’s “going to get better”
Apr 11, 2023
4
May OP rest peacefully. Wherever you are, you mattered, I hope you are no longer in pain…
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,816
If you have left this world I hope that you found freedom from your suffering, rest in peace.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,403
I hope you found peace.
 

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