Hey all, been lurking in here for a while, first time posting. I appreciate how much you all share, and it's been refreshing to see how many other people out there feel that we deserve a more peaceful/painless
option to CTB. Though I feel terrible that so many others have reached the point of wanting that. I've wanted out for a long time now, the right method has always been my issue. I can't order SN where I'm currently living, partial has felt like the best option. I have plenty of wooded areas around me where I wouldn't be found, getting past SI would be my only issue.
But I have a random question regarding something similar. If anyone remembers "the blackout game", kids used to play it, probably still do. You grab those two lumps towards the bottom of your neck (sorry not sure what they're called, possibly just the bottom of the same carotid arteries?) until you pass out, I've screwed around with this and have found myself close to passing out much faster and smoother than when I've messed around with the partial method (upper part of neck, carotid arteries) to try and get it right. Given that there's countless stories of kids dying from playing this game, if I were to simply knock myself out doing that, with nobody around to help, would that be an efficient way to CTB? Reason I ask is because I'm far more confident in passing out faster this way and going through with it before SI takes over.
Thanks so much in advance, and thanks again for all the info you guys share. People who haven't reached this point will never understand how important a group like this is.
option to CTB. Though I feel terrible that so many others have reached the point of wanting that. I've wanted out for a long time now, the right method has always been my issue. I can't order SN where I'm currently living, partial has felt like the best option. I have plenty of wooded areas around me where I wouldn't be found, getting past SI would be my only issue.
But I have a random question regarding something similar. If anyone remembers "the blackout game", kids used to play it, probably still do. You grab those two lumps towards the bottom of your neck (sorry not sure what they're called, possibly just the bottom of the same carotid arteries?) until you pass out, I've screwed around with this and have found myself close to passing out much faster and smoother than when I've messed around with the partial method (upper part of neck, carotid arteries) to try and get it right. Given that there's countless stories of kids dying from playing this game, if I were to simply knock myself out doing that, with nobody around to help, would that be an efficient way to CTB? Reason I ask is because I'm far more confident in passing out faster this way and going through with it before SI takes over.
Thanks so much in advance, and thanks again for all the info you guys share. People who haven't reached this point will never understand how important a group like this is.
