Venting Method frustration

[Rsuicidal]

I am so sick of being alive and yet there is a problem with every method I research.
Pills online and firearms will risk jail and that is much worse than my current situation.
I have no resource for illegal drugs, everything can be cut with anything useless.
I cannot transport or store anything large so gases are out. Even cm I cannot do as it would likely go into vents.
Without a vehicle I cannot access things like private woods or high bridges.
Ive wanted hypothermia as well but good luck to me getting into a river without being found.
It seems more and more that hanging is my only option and it is not peaceful, nor easy to do. Nor do I have a decent place that would suspend my weight.

I am so angry I wish a few handfuls of something would just end all of this ffs.

 

[Norest4thewicked]

Have a look at the night night method in the threads. Inexpensive, easily obtained, does not require a large storage either.That's my preferred choice to ctb.

 

[Othermind]

I feel you, man. I'm kind of in the same situation.
It's part of the reason why I'm delaying my ctb, also. You could try SN, but you need prescription anti emetics to really be sure and those aren't easy to come by.
If partial suspension is really your only option, try to practice it a bunch so you don't screw up even though survival instinct will always be a wild card. I'm talking getting to know your anatomy, experimenting with knot positioning, making yourself pass out etc.
I wish you the best for whatever you choose.

 

[Rsuicidal]

Have a look at the night night method in the threads. Inexpensive, easily obtained, does not require a large storage either.That's my preferred choice to ctb.

Exactly that, I need a strap. Ive been looking for final exit to get it right, but I cant find a reliable pdf

 

[Retched]

I feel you.

 

[Norest4thewicked]

@Rsuicidal, all the information needed, diagrams, how to's etc is all in the mega thread. Just about every angle covered!

 

[couragetodie]

I relate to this one a lot. But maybe it's just an excuse. I mean, if one really wants to ctb, one can probably find a way. Not meaning to judge you or criticize you, just mean that in my case, I have similar issues as you do but I know deep down that what's keeping me from ctb is fear.

 

[21Neberg]

Hanging does not have to be hard. Just start experimenting! Once you're comfortable with the noose around your neck, I'm sure your attempt is twice as likely to succeed compared to before!

 

[TheRiverStyz]

I'm in the same boat. I live in Australia and most things that can kill you is regulated pretty heavily and contrary to popular beliefs, venomous snakes and spiders are quite hard to come by. I also want to avoid particularly violent methods so I can spare other people the trauma, so that does limit my choices.

 

[LastDay]

Ah my frustrations exactly! How can the hypothermia thing work, sit in a river with clothes on?

 

[Rsuicidal]

I'm in the same boat. I live in Australia and most things that can kill you is regulated pretty heavily and contrary to popular beliefs, venomous snakes and spiders are quite hard to come by. I also want to avoid particularly violent methods so I can spare other people the trauma, so that does limit my choices.

Damn I didnt think of the reality, really figured walking barefoot for long enough would have been a great method down there

 

[Rsuicidal]

Ah my frustrations exactly!` How can the hypothermia thing work, sit in a river with clothes on?

Depends on the weather where one is? Id have to dive in and hope I got stuck under ice somewhere to sort of drown freeze combo

 

[TheRiverStyz]

Damn I didnt think of the reality, really figured walking barefoot for long enough would have been a great method down there

If you live in the bush, sure. If you're stuck in the urban sprawl like me, that's a different story.

 

[JazzyWolfWhistle]

In Australia you could look for Feratox and Dogbegone poison in the bush.

 

[Salvacion]

Do you think 10 inches of snow would impact a ctb jump.... area below is t plowed yet. Would it be too muchn a cushion ?

 

[Rsuicidal]

Do you think 10 inches of snow would impact a ctb jump.... area below is t plowed yet. Would it be too muchn a cushion ?

Youre good, need seven stories or over 150 feet ice best