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i want peace
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- Aug 29, 2021
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So I finally got all my resources together. Helium tank 98% purity. Tube which I attached perfectly. Two bin bags and an elastic hairband which was tight enough to go round my neck. Took 30mg valium and felt spaced out and brave enough to just go for it.
I must have messed up spectaculary cos nothing happened! Used the whole tank and never even felt anything. Then I climbed into bed and slept a few hours to get over the valium.
What a disappointment. Then I tried partial hanging and ligature strangulation and never passed out from either of those despite getting to over 2 minutes. Can my guardian angel please just F Off?!
I have charcoal bricks so tomorrow I plan on using them and praying they work as full hanging is far too scary. That jump isn't something I can do.
Please someone cheer me up or something. Why can't I just die???
I must have messed up spectaculary cos nothing happened! Used the whole tank and never even felt anything. Then I climbed into bed and slept a few hours to get over the valium.
What a disappointment. Then I tried partial hanging and ligature strangulation and never passed out from either of those despite getting to over 2 minutes. Can my guardian angel please just F Off?!
I have charcoal bricks so tomorrow I plan on using them and praying they work as full hanging is far too scary. That jump isn't something I can do.
Please someone cheer me up or something. Why can't I just die???