Unworthyoflove
Student
- Aug 7, 2022
- 133
after my latest episode and failed ctb I had this weird dream at night... so I was in some kinda bathroom when suddently a woman came in( she actually passed through the door without opening it) , then I saluted her being very happy to see her. I knew her, but I dont know why . Then she told me that it was not really needed to kill myself because my date of death is quite close to come anyway( maybe she even said when,but I forgot after waking up). she said my body cant handle the coping mechanisms not very much longer and its ok, because it was clear from the beginning that the incarnation was going to be so hard that we knew I wont make it very long time. then I asked her about a nother person( also forgot whom when waking up), some guy....where she said : oh well, bla bla..he is leaving even earlier than you.thats when I woke up very stunned, trying hard to remember when my exitdate was and who this guy was that I asked about. but probably she made me forget this somehow on purpose, so I wouldnt have it in my mind when its my time( or this other persons time). Did anyone of you ever had such a dream?