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Lost21
Student
- Sep 24, 2018
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I hope everyone is looking forward to getting some wonderful gifts and happy times with loved one
Really sorry life has brought you to this conclusion @FuneralCry, wishing you peaceChristmas is just another day to me. In my life there has never been any happy times or anything to look forward to. The idea of such things existing are insane to me and you do know that this is a suicide forum and the fact is that the world that we exist in is filled with endless cruelty and suffering. I doubt happiness is even a real thing, it's likely just a delusion. The kind of nonsense that is sung in irritating christmas songs really doesn't reflect reality and I doubt that anyone would come on this website in the first place for genuine reasons if life was such a fantastic experience for them. But yes, anything relating to that kind of commercialised forced optimism is annoying to me and I really do hate the fact that I've managed to exist for another year.