Mentally stuck

[Natbee]

Hi, been in hospital for two weeks and I felt I was getting better and today I woke up just feeling broken and tired and just not wanting to live. My mind just keep thinking over and over maybe just leave the hospital and end my life. It's my birthday on the weekend and I am not even excited I just feel done. I can't do right by my family anymore I just feel like I am better off dead. Everyone deserves more than me

I hope and pray this feeling goes away but it's how I feel in this moment.

 

[Worndown]

Did you have a wave of optimism when you started this and it has faded?
You might want to avoid telling them you are visiting this site, but tell them you feel tired and are questions your progress.
They might be able to help with a med adjustment or work with you on your perceptions. Attirude is everything. (most if the time)

 

[Natbee]

Did you have a wave of optimism when you started this and it has faded?
You might want to avoid telling them you are visiting this site, but tell them you feel tired and are questions your progress.
They might be able to help with a med adjustment or work with you on your perceptions. Attitude is everything. (most if the time)

no wave just how I have been for weeks and it has come back full on. Might leave the hospital tomorrow on leave and not come back

 

[Worndown]

Since you are there now, no harm in checking out a way to get over this feeling.
You literally have nothing to loose.
If it does not work out, well, we know how that goes.

 

[Natbee]

Since you are there now, no harm in checking out a way to get over this feeling.
You literally have nothing to loose.
If it does not work out, well, we know how that goes.

They gave me lorazepam so will see in the morning how I feel

 

[Worndown]

Good. This can take a little time. You are already invested, see it through.
This community is here if you need to vent or just share experiences.