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Life sucks
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- Apr 18, 2018
- 2,136
Hi,
One of the worst things that mental problems cause is losing confidence in doing anything including simple things.
By simple things I mean things that others consider easy and normal to do which is unfortunately very hard to do.
For example, because of my depression and how I have anhedonia sometimes, I lost confidence in my ability to do or perform things and enjoy them. I could enjoy things but I don't have confidence, I feel like I'm faulty and my body and brain will fail me and ruin whatever thing I do.
For other people, it's usually a simple thing like "it's just go and watch or play something and that's it" but to me I don't have confidence to do even that, my mental problems traumatized me and everytime I have to overcome the barrier and the struggle. What seems normal and easy for others is very difficult for me.
I really cherish the moments of enjoyment and the moments when I have accomplished or did anything I wanted to do, the moments comes after long struggles, pain and suffering. Unfortunately everyone thinks it's normal while I have my endless battles and struggles.
One of the worst things that mental problems cause is losing confidence in doing anything including simple things.
By simple things I mean things that others consider easy and normal to do which is unfortunately very hard to do.
For example, because of my depression and how I have anhedonia sometimes, I lost confidence in my ability to do or perform things and enjoy them. I could enjoy things but I don't have confidence, I feel like I'm faulty and my body and brain will fail me and ruin whatever thing I do.
For other people, it's usually a simple thing like "it's just go and watch or play something and that's it" but to me I don't have confidence to do even that, my mental problems traumatized me and everytime I have to overcome the barrier and the struggle. What seems normal and easy for others is very difficult for me.
I really cherish the moments of enjoyment and the moments when I have accomplished or did anything I wanted to do, the moments comes after long struggles, pain and suffering. Unfortunately everyone thinks it's normal while I have my endless battles and struggles.