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deranged

deranged

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Jun 11, 2023
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I have always liked to draw since I was little, i took a liking to digital art when I was about 10-11. the downfall of my life started lurking when I was around 5 years old, at 8 I was already a lost cause. I just think it's interesting to see how my mental state reflects in my drawings. I am by no means Picasso this is more something I did as a way to express my feelings and validate my emotions (here are some old ones) this is a little embarrassing please be kind
 

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delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
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Fellow artist here. I can feel your emotion on these. 667 is especially speaking. I love them
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
Each piece is striking in its own way, though I will admit, the blue piece is my favorite 💙

I also like untitled 664 - I imagine him/her/them as an escaped ghost with an awkward smile who just wants to be loved.
 
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Shirokuma

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Feb 11, 2023
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664 is really cool. The blending and texture of the brush strokes give a sense of depth and flicker.
Through it you can really see how much you pay attention and care for to realise a piece.
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
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618 is fantastic, I enjoy art of that kind
 
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kyouka

kyouka

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Jun 12, 2023
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ah, I had artworks like these. I proudly showed my work to my family, and well, they got suspicious and tried sending me to a hospital. I was scared I had to get rid of it by burning it.
and I love your art ❤️ I'd love to see more



also your pfp is dope lmao polish cow
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,356
Really appreciate art like this. It's honest and very powerful. Especially 654 and 657. Those two really speak to me.
 
deranged

deranged

hi
Jun 11, 2023
18
664 is really cool. The blending and texture of the brush strokes give a sense of depth and flicker.
Through it you can really see how much you pay attention and care for to realise a piece.
Thank you so much
 
robokiller

robokiller

I want to go home.
Apr 20, 2023
8
663/667 are my favorites. Good job!! And good luck on your journey, whatever path you might choose ❤️
 
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