In that what you have will definitely not kill you, just make you have a really bad time.
Valproate is an epilepsy medication and can have the opposite effect, can cause seizures in people who don't have that. Lexapro is a SSRI, it might make you impotent and have some headache and organ damage. Risperidone is an antipsychotic known to cause akathisia (involuntary movement) in a lot of people. Clonazepam will just put you to sleep.