Broken Blue

Broken Blue

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Hi everyone, I'm pretty new to posting here.

Apologies if there's is already a thread on this, I've seen the odd post but can anyone advice which meds to stear clear getting hooked on if considering N as a future way out? As far as I know there are some best not to build a tolerance to.

I've always had a bad reaction to most meds but am looking in desperation for anyway to get by, right now I only have Diazepam to hand, if anyone can say if this is one to effect N please let me know.

I'm unable to cbt at present due to a close tie with a family member but my god it's awful when you've been in an unbearable state for years, losing near everything, yourself, your mind entirely, many times over... finally reaching a place you cannot carry on from but feel such a tie and with it no choice but to stick it out. I'm facing the impossible right now and I have no idea how I'm going to manage to remain here as long as I need to.

Sorry I'm drifting off topic but this being the reason to search for some way to get by despite my intent.

Cheers for any advice
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

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Sorry your going through that, we're all in a pretty shitty place, bit wrong are understanding.
I believe that any benzo will effect the effinciancy of N. Someone else might want to come up with more info though.
 
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Broken Blue

Broken Blue

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Thank you, yeah in whichever way it amounts for each of us here it's an awful place to be. I'm sorry for anyone going through it but am glad to find this place


Ok cheers, I'm not clued up at all with meds but I'll do some research on benzos and familiarise with what's what
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

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There is good info on here, have a search about, I'm sure you'll find what you need, sorry I couldn't be any more helpful :/
 
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Broken Blue

Broken Blue

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No prob, you gave me something to go on thanks. I came across the odd post last week but couldn't pick up the trail on the search. I'll delve again sometime
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

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I'm sure there's an n mega thread. I'll do some looking about!
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

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Found it!
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/megathread-getting-n-from-a.2544/
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

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Should be all the info there, will never a lot I'm the comments. Happy reading!
 
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Broken Blue

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May have been on that one, I know there's a ton of info packed in there. Cool, thank you :) I'll have a good look, just been in a bit of a state
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

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I understand, trying to take everything, or even just reading can be difficult when we go through the shit we do. Good luck my friend, if you ever need to pm me. I'm bit loopy and over the place but I do try to help!
 
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Broken Blue

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I've absorbed so much info here in the last few weeks, I'm sure many can relate to first looking into methods and the rest. It's given me some peace in a way but yes tonight my head's not so good at absorbing things.

Ah thank you, it's much appreciated and best of luck to you too :)
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

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It's amazing how we become suicide pros in a short amount of time!
Hoping your head gives you some rest soon man.
 
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Broken Blue

Broken Blue

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Definitely a lot to take in and work out. Cheers, it comes in waves... being on here helped take the edge off a bit
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

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Definitely a lot to take in and work out. Cheers, it comes in waves... being on here helped take the edge off a bit
You day it comes in waves, your not benzo damaged as well are you?
 
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Broken Blue

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I'll dm you, save the thread from me going off on a tangent :)
 
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