HillWhereIWillRest
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- Apr 21, 2020
- 43
I failed in everything I tried. I have BPD and some autoimmune diseases since I was a child.
I see some Instagram accounts of colleagues I studied with and they are healthy, happy, with a solid career, married... I have not achieved anything! I'm a failure!
I just haven't killed myself yet because I'm afraid of SN. But in the country where I live it's so easy to buy it!
My psychologist commented that I have dysfunctional behaviors and thoughts due to my set of comorbidities. I was devastated.
I'm exhausted from carrying so much suffering inside of me
I see some Instagram accounts of colleagues I studied with and they are healthy, happy, with a solid career, married... I have not achieved anything! I'm a failure!
I just haven't killed myself yet because I'm afraid of SN. But in the country where I live it's so easy to buy it!
My psychologist commented that I have dysfunctional behaviors and thoughts due to my set of comorbidities. I was devastated.
I'm exhausted from carrying so much suffering inside of me