A philosopher I like focused on the ambiguity of life. She pointed out the hard contrast between having the unique taste of our own mouths (our unique subjectivity) and also understanding ourselves also as an object to be crushed by the world (our objectivity).
In that we can understand our shared objectivity, but we'll never understand our unique subjectivity.
@CTB Dream I'm happy to know you in the little way I can. I'm sad that we'll never be able to really know and understand each other.