Good4Nothing
Unlovable
- May 8, 2020
- 1,860
I just don't know how much longer I can do this life bullshit.
I'm scared to pull the trigger, because as much as I hate it, this stupid life is all I've known.
I don't know what's on the other side, I only know I don't want to do this anymore.
I'm tired of fighting so goddamn hard to get what I want, but always failing to get it.
I'm tired of being angry, of being depressed, of being lonely. I'm tired of always losing.
I'm tired of being treated like shit by literally everyone.
I'm just fucking exhausted from trying trying to make my life work, but never gaining any ground.
I'm so scared to CTB, but so done with all this bullshit.
I'm scared to pull the trigger, because as much as I hate it, this stupid life is all I've known.
I don't know what's on the other side, I only know I don't want to do this anymore.
I'm tired of fighting so goddamn hard to get what I want, but always failing to get it.
I'm tired of being angry, of being depressed, of being lonely. I'm tired of always losing.
I'm tired of being treated like shit by literally everyone.
I'm just fucking exhausted from trying trying to make my life work, but never gaining any ground.
I'm so scared to CTB, but so done with all this bullshit.
