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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
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I hope I don't get banned for this. If I overstep the rules please accept my apologies. I've taken a mess of pills. Dont know if they'll work or not. The pain is just too much - not physical - emotional. I can't live with myself. Im so weak. All I've ever wanted was to be loved. And it never happened.. I'm very tired - tired of crying, of the loneliness, of being such a pathetic person. I can't go on like this. I just wanted someone to know. I don't want an autopsy I just want to be cremated - to be set free. I really wish my mother had had the abortion she so desperately craved. It would have saved me so much pain
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
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I am sorry you feel like this. There is so much suffering in this world. I wish I could give up my life to some child whos terminally ill with cancer but I cant. Those who want to live die and those who want to die live.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's cruel how people have to suffer so much in this existence, I understand why you'd feel so tired of it all. But anyway best wishes.
 
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Al Gul

Al Gul

Just one more drink...
Feb 21, 2023
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I'm so sorry it came to this for you. I wish you the best of luck.
 
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lightnings

Hell is here
May 12, 2023
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I am sorry to hear this, hope you will find your desired peace
 

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