have so much SI now, thinking of CTB today, cleaning the apartment now, don't feel like I'm ready for it yet but I've been hoping to CTB before the psychologist appointment tomorrow so that they send an ambulance/police when I don't show up
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Dainhla
"Lifetimes live to die"
- May 28, 2023
- 60
Best wishes, I hope you get the peace that you deserve after leaving this worldI don't want to stop you from your attempt, but it sounds a bit like you intend to be "rescued". The words you choose don't sound serious. Sorry to say so. Whats your method if you don't mind me asking?Last edited:All the best with any decision that you take, be it today or tomorrow. I hope you find your eternal peace.
Why would you want the police or ambulance to show up though if you don't complete ctb.I don't want to be rescued, the thing about the ambulance/police is that I have absolutely no relationships so someone has to find me after CBT
just don't want to lie here to rot until the neighbor smells it
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 46,862
I wish you the best with your plans, I hope that when the time is right for you to leave you find the freedom you search for.
blacktulip44
lost and broken
- Jun 5, 2023
- 34
i hope i dont sound insensitive, but you do sound a bit like you want to be rescued. if you have doubt in your mind, make sure to really think about your options. suicide is a right, but it's an immutable decision and should be made as such. i dont mean to give you unwanted advise, all im saying is make sure this is what you truly want, especially with the method you've chosen. best wishes regardless of your choice. ♡
I'm not trying to talk you out of what you want. But, Maybe wait a day? You sound distressed. And trust me, I've tried, it's not that easy to bang yourself.
Vizzy
DEAD
- May 6, 2023
- 1,865
Hope you find peace and everything go as you planned
Dainhla
"Lifetimes live to die"
- May 28, 2023
- 60
Again, I wish you the best, my friend. I really hope things go as you planned. Love
Eternal Sleep!
Thinking of CTB because of f*cking RSI!
- May 13, 2023
- 145
Like picklemick said it's not easy to hang yourself, my method will be SN.
As i bel ieve It's more simple, less SI that kicks in and if you survive somehow brain damage is minimal or nothing.
Either way I wish you good luck and if you may find peace!I have tried to hang myself before but obviously regretted it, is a lot of SI but relatively comfortable
Fucking SI
Going to do it after the browser history has been deleted so bye.Last edited:Similar threads
