notmyusername
Da Fan of Stuffs
- Feb 1, 2024
- 27
I am over life. Today is my birthday. I feel no happiness right now. I've been irritable. Panicky. A little psychotic. I want to give up. I want to rest. I want to sleep. Sleep and not wake up. I am so tired. Very tired. I can't fight an addiction right now. I might die even if it's not a "suicide". I already give up. I have nothing to say. No note to leave. Nothing to give before I go. I will leave quietly. Tell my boyfriend I love him. I can't think. I need to die. I need to die. It's all I can think. I need my drugs. I feel like a rotting corpse everyday. I hate myself. So much. I can't see my family, it's my fault. All of this I did to myself. I am too stupid and selfish to fix myself, so I'll do the next best thing. See yall if I die.