Method May not Have To Look For Method Anymore...

[Pretty_Damaged1111]

I've posted about my controlling, psychotic, Narcissistic husband and that he is the reason I have to CTB. Well, I may not have to CTB now. The abuse has gotten increasingly worse the last few months; he even tried to kill me last week. But after what I found out today, I am sure that I am currently having a heart attack.... Like at this very moment. I am not going to call 911 9r anybody for that matter. Fingers crossed that it is a fatal heart attack. It is my only escape

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best wishes.

 

[annointed_towers]

What's going on in the pictures?

 

[Pretty_Damaged1111]

I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best wishes.

I've added the help of a couple of substances. That with year 7 of my liver failure, this BETTER happen soon

What's going on in the pictures?

It's a "cat toy" he bought for our cat. She is always in my room so he suggested it stay in here. I just realized it is a fucking camera... In my bedroom. I knew he had place cameras in my room but had no proof. I was almost thinking maybe I AM crazy for thinking that. But, I knew..... It's been happening for a year
Along with stalkerware ony phones and laptops. The police didn't believe me. I'm not bothering to call them or tell anyone else. Fuck everyone that used to be in my life. IM DONE

 

[february in alaska]

It's a "cat toy" he bought for our cat. She is always in my room so he suggested it stay in here. I just realized it is a fucking camera... In my bedroom. I knew he had place cameras in my room but had no proof. I was almost thinking maybe I AM crazy for thinking that. But, I knew..... It's been happening for a year
Along with stalkerware ony phones and laptops. The police didn't believe me. I'm not bothering to call them or tell anyone else. Fuck everyone that used to be in my life. IM DONE

Jesus christ, I am so sorry. Sounds like textbook abusive gaslighting, I'm glad you at least found it so you know.

Regardless of what you decide I hope you manage to get out of that awful situation and find peace. You deserved so much more, I'm so sorry

 

[hopeless08]

I'm so sorry that's heartbreaking what you've been and are still going through.
Do you have any proof that you can show the police? It's sad that so many people were killed by their partners, who also went to the police and weren't believed.
I would be infuriated if they didn't believe me, I would tell them that you're going to go to the media and if anything happens to you, it's their fault, maybe then they'll listen.

 

[Tears in Rain]

I've posted about my controlling, psychotic, Narcissistic husband and that he is the reason I have to CTB. Well, I may not have to CTB now. The abuse has gotten increasingly worse the last few months; he even tried to kill me last week. But after what I found out today, I am sure that I am currently having a heart attack.... Like at this very moment. I am not going to call 911 9r anybody for that matter. Fingers crossed that it is a fatal heart attack. It is my only escape

Sorry about your situation. I haven't seen your previous posts, and I'm sure you've answered this before, but if the husband is the reason why you want to ctb, have you exhausted all means of trying to get away from him? I know it can be difficult to just move away, but Id hate to see anyone end their life due to not being able to get away from an abusive partner