mania has me at the end of my bloody rope

[lisa_is_hanging]

these mixed manic episodes have become futile and confusing ,

at this point there is no preferred state ,

i used to think the mania was the fun part

but i am more obliterated and exhausted than ever ...

worst and most confusing part is - i think my SSRI's are making my symptoms worse , weird isn't it ???

access to proper mental health care where i'm from is scarce , untimely and most of all corrupted system ....................

fuck this shite

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

I'm pretty sure SSRI's triggered my last manic episode and it was bad, there might be better meds available for you.

I've never had a mixed episods, it sounds terrible and I hope you can get stabilized. I've just flipped from very manic to the most intense depression ever last summer. The worst part is having to clean up the messes I made while I was manic now that I have zero energy. I wish I could have a bit of the manic energy and optimism back, without the crazy and delusional bits.

 

[divinemistress36]

SSRIs from.what Ive heard are bad for mania . Mood stabilizers are what prescribed for mania