Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
Its takes more effort for me to be present than it does to daydream.
I've been trying to shape up my life a lil and not rely on such an empty aspect but...
Eh.
Its nice to be in the present and stuff but it doesn't last and also I realize all the time how severe the daily feelings that I have are and why im so far in my head.
These days I feel very meh. The daydreaming is more of a choice and takes effort as well. Otherwise my general state is p. Empty.
I had been trying to figure out what things I can do about it but just looking over my diary entries from last week alone tells me enough.
this is a long-term struggle that I'm not really into.
I've been trying to shape up my life a lil and not rely on such an empty aspect but...
Eh.
Its nice to be in the present and stuff but it doesn't last and also I realize all the time how severe the daily feelings that I have are and why im so far in my head.
These days I feel very meh. The daydreaming is more of a choice and takes effort as well. Otherwise my general state is p. Empty.
I had been trying to figure out what things I can do about it but just looking over my diary entries from last week alone tells me enough.
this is a long-term struggle that I'm not really into.