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Lilmeowssi

Lilmeowssi

I just want peace
Sep 6, 2019
77
Hi you guys,

Haven't posted anything in a while and haven't felt the need to.
Once again my thoughts have caught up to me, after thinking I was getting better.
I feel so much pain but nobody notices.
I finally wanna make my thoughts my reality but i just don't know how to make peace with the thought of ending my life.
How does one do that? I want to stop feeling sad about it.

Anyone got any tips?
 
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just_so_done

Experienced
Apr 16, 2023
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came across this thread some time ago, maybe it can help?

 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,841
The fact is that no matter what we are all destined to die anyway, there is nothing else other than death awaiting for us and it's all that existing leads to. So therefore death is the most normal thing and suicide is just taking control over our inevitable fate. And anyway I very strongly believe that we just cease existing after this, with everything finally forgotten about as one is no longer burdened with existence.

The nonexistent cannot suffer and they have no problems or concerns, as they are just unaware. To me the absence of everything is true peace and is what I see as being completely ideal, as existence is just a futile and unnecessary harm where there is unlimited potential to be tormented. Humans suffer and struggle all for the sake of it just to die and lose everything in the end, the vast eternity of nonexistence emphasises how worthless life truly is. I personally could never see death as being sad, in fact the thought of being permanently gone is so comforting to me and I see beauty in being unable to suffer.
 
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